cattiana cullen's story

telling the truth is good

vote comment xxxxx heyy sorry i took so long but what with my ingury, going back and forth to the hostpital, chirstmas and two birthdays its been kinda hectic so sorry for that, this one may be crap but any way xx enjoy x

i always knew i was a profacy. i found out when i meet the voturi, when carlisle saved me. oh i missed carlisle. i didnt love him how i could see a caramel hair coloured woman looking at him. he was always a dad in my eyes, kind and compationate. i couldnt say anything else i was too nervous. i looked at carlisle and he saw that i was scared to talk. he just smiled, "cattiana i would like you to meet my family." he jestured around the room smiling proudly. i wished i had a farther like that, i sighed the hole in my chest ripping a little wider.

"im edward." a bronze haired boy said waviing slightly. "im bella." a chestnut haired girl said, edward wrapped his arm around her protectively. i wish someone would look at me like that. ohh how i hate my life. "im jasper ma'am." a southern acented honey blond haired boy said, he was scary with all those scares on him. i just nodded, "emmett." boomed a very buff very scary short brown haired boy said. "alice." said a pixie looking girl, she was bouncing around and i had no idea why. there was only two people left, i looked at the smaller girl as she was less scary than the moment that so happened to be giving me evils. "im renesmee." said the long hair bronze girl. my eyes fell on the blonde haired beautiful girl, she didn't say anything she looked at her perfectly manicured nails in a act of boredom. the boy named Emmett nudged her with his elbow. "what?" she said. "be nice rose." he said softly. his eyes flickering to me. she hissed quietly and rolled her eyes. "im rose" she spat out. Emmett sighed and mouthed a sorry over to me. I just nodded.

"well, now we have the introductions over and done with, do you think you are able to tell them your story cattiana?"

I took a deep breath and said "where do I begin?"

Carlisle said "well tell us what you can and are able to......from the beginning"

So in the next few hours I told them about my horrid mother, how my brother was killed and how I met Carlisle. Multiple times I had to stop to dry my eyes and compose myself before carrying on. Never in my whole life had I ever been so emotional, especially in front of almost complete strangers. When I had finally finished everyone was silent, sitting as still as statues, not even breathing. Then, after what felt like forever, someone finally moved; it was Esme. She got up at a human pace and walked over to me her arms slight outstretched. I stood up and rushed into her embrace, she held me tight and for the first time in a long while, I felt happy and safe.

When I had finally sat down again Esme raised her hand slightly and said, “I’m sorry for everything that wicked witch has done to you, and for your brother. But you still haven’t told us about how you know about the Voturi…..or, how you got that scar on your back…” I gasped and her voice trailed off. I had covered and hid that scar so well since I was 13, from anyone and everyone, and then for a vampire to hug me and find it out, how? Edward looked at me then, a shameful look on his face. “I can answer your question… I just pray you won’t hate me for the answer.” I stared at him blankly for five minutes before my brain finally gets itself into gear so I can answer him with a nod, meaning for him to go on and tell me.

Edward looked uncomfortable, but carried on regardless. “When I was lead to believe that my mate, Bella, had died by jumping off a cliff, I went to the Voturi to be killed; my life didn’t seem worth living if Bella wasn’t alive. When I was there I looked deep into Aros mind.” I shivered at the mention of his name in fear. “Most of his mind was filled with anger at a girl who had managed to escape from his castle a week before, while he hid it well he didn’t hid it well enough, from me at least. The girl in his mind was young, about 13 with chestnut brown hair and a scar running the length of her back.” Edwards’s breath shook as he carried on determinedly “Aro, had given it to the girl after she had tried and failed to escape.” His voice stopped when he noticed my shaking form. I had curled myself into a tight ball the images of him cutting my skin deeply with a knife as punishment for me trying to escape filled my mind, tormenting me. Carlisle was there talking to me, but I couldn’t hear him, further back Edward had his head in his hands in an attempt to block the images coming from my mind. Jasper had already left the room with Alice; shaking uncontrollably, dry sobs could be heard coming from him in the next room.

i felt my self being picked up into someones arms and then being rocked like a baby, the motion was soothing and, as the hours went  by, i eventually came out of my catatonic state and promptly fell asleep.