Sander sides oneshots

Dukexiety

Tw: suicide
Angst
I seriously probably missed trigger warnings so please tell me if I should add any.
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    Why? Why did you leave me?  I remember that day we were so happy was it a lie?
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    "Remus stop that tickles!" Virgil said through his laughter as Remus rubbed his face against Virgil's neck.

"Oh, what does this?" Remus said in a teasing way as he rubbed his face against Virgil's neck more. Virgil gently grabbed Remus face so they were making eye contact.

"God I love you." He said with a soft smile "even if you are strange sometimes."

" Me strange never." Remus said sarcastically before kissing Virgil. "I love you too Virg." They turned their attention back to the TV which they were watching before Remus distracted them.
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"Hey, kiddo you okay? You're kinda zoned out there." Patton asked. Virgil snapped out of his daze.

"Oh, yeah Pat I'm fine I was just thinking about something." Patton gave him a sympathetic smile.

"Ok, Virgil but if there's anything, anything you want to talk about just tell me. I'm always here for you." Patton said in a comforting way. Virgil just nodded his head and went to his room.

"Do you think he's actually ok?" Roman asked peaking out of the kitchen.

"Honestly Roman, no but if he's not ready to talk about what happened we can't force him to." Patton said with a sigh and a look of concern.

Of course, I had to think of that day. God, I miss him. I miss his sexual crude jokes, I miss his laugh, his smile, his overall goofiness. Virgil got up and grabbed Remus's sash "God Remus what did you do to me." Virgil said as he held the sash close and cried.
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"Well well well what do we have here the big bad emo shading his shell." Remus said mockingly.

"Shut up Remus and if you're just going to make me feel worse go away,"  Virgil said looking up with an annoyed look.

As Remus sat down next to him a put his arm around Virgil's shoulders and pulled him close "Nope I'm just to annoy you until you feel better." Virgil snuggled into Remus's chest.

"Thanks, Remus." Virgil mumbled.

"You're welcome emo." Remus said with a smile holding Virgil tighter.
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Virgils crying turned into sobbing as he held Remus sash closer. He just curled up into a ball a cried himself to sleep.
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If I missed any trigger warnings tell me and I'll add them.