CrabApple High

Chapter @: Should I?

{Wanring, there may be sligtly triggering things in this chapter. Just so you know!}

==> Be The Sore & Cranky One

The rest of the day went on like normal. Nothing much happened, sure I got shoved into a few lockers and walls here and there, but thats normal. The only thing that wasn’t normal, was Strider. Every class we had together he would glance over at me, just make sure I was alright. And during lunch, he basically made me sit next him. Which that made Kanaya ask about our ‘relationship’, in which I replied with “There is none.”

And that’s the truth. Not in a million fucking years would I ever be caught in a relationship with that asshole. Never. I don’t even know why the hell he even cares about me getting beat up like this. It’s not the first time it happened, maybe not to this extent, but definitely not the first. Maybe because it was his first time actually witnessing me getting thrown around like a fucking rag doll? I don’t know. I’ll never understand him. Nor do I want to.

I don't even know I why I'm even friends with him. Its not like I actually wanted to be friends with him. The only reason why I am is because he's Kanaya's girlfriend's brother. Or half brother. Whatever, I don't even care. All I know is he's related to Rose.

But kinda nice to have someone watch over you after you get your ass handed to you. And I did put him in a situation where he couldn't tell anyone else about it. God, I'm such a fucking idiot. I gotta stop making people worry about me. I'm not worth it.

RIIINNNG

What? Did I seriously just spend my last period just thinking about getting beat up and that asshole Strider? What has my life come to? I'm so pathetic if that's how I'm spending my time now. Whatever. At least schools over now. Finally. Oh wait. Detention. Fuck.

I sighed and went to my locker, getting things I need and placing crap I don't need into it. On my way to the detention room, I ran into Dave. He asked where I was going. I told him. He looked kinda disappointed, like he wanted ask something but the school keeping me after stopped him. He wished me luck, I rolled my eyes. Then he said he would text me once I got home. What? We haven't done that in months, why is he so suddenly being all social and shit with me? Its fucking weird. I shrugged and headed off to my extra hour of hell.

~Time skip to after detention~

Uggghhhhh. Now I get to go home. I walked out of the shitty building and back to my house.

And so after the long and boring as fuck walk back home, I walked past Kankri, ignoring his stupid lectures, and straight to my bed. Oh how I love this bed. Its the only thing that understands me. And its the only thing that doesn't piss me off. I wish I could just lay here forever and--

*beep beep* Who the fuck is messaging me?

Strider.

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-hey kitkat whats up

NOT MUCH ASSHOLE. JUST GOT HOME.

-do you seriously have to type in caps bro its so annoying

YES I DO. AND SINCE IT ANNOYS YOU THEN IM GOING TO KEEP IT LIKE THIS FOREVER

-wow thats just rude whatever

anyways, hows your face and all feeling?

MEH. I FEEL FINE, JUST A BIT SORE. ILL TAKE PAIN KILLERS LATER

-thats good glad youre feeling better

THANKS I GUESS. WHY ARE YOU BEING SO FUCKING FRIENDLY ALL OF A SUDDEN?