Thats Not Me

Chapter 1

todoroki's pov

i was laying on a bench in the park i was playing on my phone when the pain shot up from my ribs.

I groaned as I sat up.

today was a day that dad was home.

he saw that i had cut my hair and this time it was worse than before.

i got accepted into UA so hopefully I can get away for a while.

I got up and grabbed my bag.

I texted fuyumi that i was goig to the gym to shower. she always wants to know where i was at when i wasn't home.

i got to the gym and headed for the showers, this always made me feel horrible about my self since this gym didnt have a family locker room so i had to chose either the mens or the womans locker room.

I looked over at the mens room and it looked so inviting i gave in and walked into the locker room, there was a couple eyes on me but I pushed them back.

I go to the showers and close the stall door and pull the curtain closed.

I take off my shirt and look down at my binder, i felt the self hate flood me.

I finished undressing and showered.

I quickly showered careful not to look at my body.

I finished and quickly got dressed again.

I leave the locker room when i felt my phone buzz in my hand.

I look and I see its my sister face timing me.

I sit down on the ground outside of the gym and hit answer.

soon my sister and my brothers faces popped up on my screen.

hey sho I just wanted to remind you, that you need to go pick up your school uniform today. and dont worry i already called and told them to give you the boys uniform. fuyumi said.

thanks sis that means a lot i said as i felt a small smile on my face i pushed it back.

when is he leaving again?

he said he wont leave till you come back, natsuo said

please come back just for a little bit we really miss you, fuyumi said.

im sorry guys you know its not safe for me there when hes there.

I looked around and saw no one was around.

I lifted the side of my shirt and i showed them the bruises forming over all of the ribs on the right side.

guys this was because you cut my hair for me, he got this mad over a hair cut. imagine how mad he would be if he found out i was binding, and packing he would be furious.

you know as well as i do i cant be there with him. how im going to get through three years of high school living like this i have no idea but ill make it work.

if he ever leaves let me know and ill come home and see you guys or we can meet up sometime.

i gotta go ill see you tonight when we call.

I hung up the phone when the bus stopped in front of the gym.

I got up and climbed on I handed the man the money and told him where i was going.

he nodded and told me to take a seat.

I found an open seat next to a blonde boy and his mom.

is, uh is it okay if i sit here i asked quietly.