Cold Dreams (P.8)

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"I would break your heart because you're my mate." He says.

"Your what?!"

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"Your mate." He repeats.

"Like... werewolf mate?" You choke. He nods. "You're kidding me right?" I crumble to the ground with laughter.

"I'm not kidding. I know you think that I'm being ridiculous but I can prove it to you!" he cries.

"Alright, go ahead wolf boy." You chuckle.

"But after I change in front of you, you have to promise you'll be okay with me leaving. I have to reject you." Jordan warns.

"Wait, why?"

"Because I'm the Alpha of my pack, and well Alpha's can't be with human mates, it makes the pack weaker." He explains.

"Oh... okay..." you nod slowly. He motions for you to scoot back and you do.

"You should turn around, unless you want to see me strip." He winks. Blush fans over your cheeks and you turn around.

A few second later, you hear bones cracking. You shudder.

This cannot be true, this is not happening. Werewolves do not exist! You sing in your brain.

Suddenly a wet muzzle buries itself in the crook of your neck. You spin around.

There is a wolf in front of me. There is a big brown wolf!

You move back a little. The wolf lets out a small whimper.

"J...j...jordan?" you croak. The wolf moves forward and buries its face into you lap. You pat its head. "How can you be a werewolf? They aren't supposed to exist." You whisper. Jordan's wolf looks up at you and licks your face. That's when you realize you remember Jim's party.

Flashback:

You step through the door with Chyna at your heels.

"Wait here, I'm going to get us drinks!" Chyna chirps before skipping off. The party was packed and the music was blasting. The smell of smoke, alcohol and vomit filled the air.

"Excuse me." You hear behind you.  You look back at Jordan.

"Sorry." You smile at him before stepping aside. He doesn't move from his stance, he just stares at you.

"Mate..." he whispers. Suddenly your back hits a wall and you feel someone's cold lips against yours. You try to squirm out of their grip but your entire body wants you to continue. So you let loose. You kiss him back.

"Ah!" you cry. Jordan let's go. You fall to your knees. Pain seers through your forehead, like a tornado ripping its way through your skin. Pictures fill your mind. Humans, wolves, families, the moon goddess. Werewolves. Everything comes back to you, like a drawer in your brain has been unlocked, like you knew this stuff but didn't know you knew it. When the pain stops, you open your eyes.

"Mate." You whisper before fainting.

~

Your eyes flutter open.

"Look, I know I can't be with her but I can't just leave Luke! I have to at least reject her! She knows I'm out there! I can't just leave her like that! Maybe the moon goddess will pair her with someone else." Jordan yells.

"What if she doesn't accept your rejection? What if she's one of those bitches?" Luke questions.

"She's not!" you hear Chyna. You try to open my mouth before Chyna gets yelled at but nothing comes out of your mouth. "I've known Y/N her ENTIRE life. She's not like that! She'd give up her life to save anyone, even she doesn't know them! She's not selfish, not one bit." Chyna continues.

"Guys..." you finally croak.

"You're awake! Thank goodness! Your mother would've killed me!" Chyna cries and sits down next to you.

"I'm okay, don't worry about me. Go enjoy the party; I'll be down in a few moments." You smile at them and sit up.

"Are you sure, I have a feeling you're gonna need me-"Chyna starts.

"Go, I'll be fine." You push her away gently. She gives you a worried smile and leaves with Luke behind her. You turn your attention to Jordan.

"Y/n... I..." he stammers. You shake your head, tears glistening in your eyes.

"Just say it." You whisper. He nods and takes a deep breath.

"I, Jordan Till, reject you as my mate and future Luna of the Silver moon pack." He says. You feel flames go up inside you but you give him a small smile.

"I... I'll accept it. Don't worry I'm not one of those bitches." You let out a nervous laugh. "Just... give me some time... okay... Like an hour or two. Okay?" you choke out.

"Yeah... whatever you need." He nods quickly. You walk past him on weak knees and go back to the party.

~

"Are you okay?" a boy asks.

"Yeah..." You whisper taking a small peak at him. He has curly brown hair and gorgeous eyes.

"Did someone reject you?" he asks even more concerned.

"How do you know?"

"I smell it on you. The pain." He says.

"So you're a werewolf too?"

"Unfortunately. But my mate died a little while ago. Like a month or 2." He steps closer. His breath stinks of alcohol. "What's your name?" he asks.

"Y/n, and you?"

"Isaac Lahey." He responds.

Flashback over

"Y/n? Hello?" you hear Jordan. You snap out of your trance.

"Sorry..." You whisper and get up.

"Don't be." He wipes a single tear away from your cheek. You hadn't even known you were crying.

"No, I slept with Isaac without rejecting you, you probably went through hell that night!" you say.

"Didn't you feel that last night?" he asks.

"I did... I thought it was like, heart burn or something." You smile weakly and run your hands through your hair.

"I'm sorry." He whispers.

"Don't be." You respond. "Let's get this over with." You continue.

"Wait... I'll never find a second soul mate. I'll never be consumed in a fire from kissing someone. Just let me feel it one last time." He pulls you closer. You give him a slow nod and he kisses you.  You feel like you're drowning in pleasure.  The world's closing in around you and suddenly it just you and him. No one else. Minutes pass and then you feel his hand on your bare waist and pull away.

"I, Y/n, accept rejection from Jordan Till, Alpha of the Silver Moon pack." You say. You move back and rub his cheek with your thumb. His eyes look heart broken.  "Hey, cheer up. I love you." You give him a weak smile. Then you lean in and give him a small peck on the lips. Before turning around and walking away.

A/n:

It's heartbreaking. My heart hurts to read this! *wipes a tear away from my eye* Please leave me some comments or likes and I'll update again soon!

Love, Rue

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