•Stormy Night• sakuatsu

•Chapter 38•

[ i decided to try something new and change the cover of stormy night. Don't really know how I feel about it ._.]

[if you guys don't like it i can always change it back! :) ]

Cope

Atsumu's POV

Me and Kazumi were in the back of the car while Sakusa carefully drove.

Sakusa and I decided to leave Kita and Akagi alone for a bit, for them to figure out what they are and everything else that just went down.

I'm still shaking a bit and it could just be that im freezing from being soaked, but I'm still shaken up from what happened.

What if Akagi never was able to reach Kita..he would've died. And every word that came out his mouth was a reason for his pain. The control that he had lost over his emotions that made him completely numb.

To the point where he faked his smile and feelings.

Then there's the fact that he got raped on Hinata and Kageyama's fucking anniversary. Why is the world so messed up..no why are people so messed up to pull this type of shit.

Twice..it happened twice to him from different people from different time periods. Goes to show how society and people can be nowadays.

It's even more depressing and scary that Kita managed to keep that inside, and that he was planning to die without us never knowing the reasons why he did it.

"Papa? I brought little Tsumu with me and little omi-omi." Kazumi said lifting both of them up to me.

I smiled at him while brushing his hair away from his forehead and planted a quick kiss on top.

"Are you okay to drive Omi-Omi?" I said wrapping my arms around Kazumi and checking to see if Sakusa was okay. He hasn't said a word after we left the other two.

"Yeah..I'm fine to drive. Did you not see the way I drove over here?" I let out a small laugh but i just wanted to make sure since he still has a cast on his left arm.

His stitches should have probably already healed by now so he's able to use his leg without worrying that it could get infected.

"Just wanted to make sure...so how do you feel about all of this..?"

He stayed quiet for a while making me worried that he was mad, but he doesn't even have a reason to be mad!

"I feel bad for taking you away from Kita when he needed you the most.." he said slouching in his seat as he drove closer to our house and parked when we were inside.

He placed his head down on the steering wheel, and I on the other hand didn't know what to say to that.

I reached over for the keys to the house and looked at Kazumi, "Kazumi go open the door and play with your tablet or toys please." I said smiling at him.

"But papa..are you going to leave again.." kazumi was looking at me and his eyes started tearing up.

It broke my heart because even Kazumi took notice of me leaving. I'm worried that he knows more about our problems and it's not okay for a kid his age to be worrying about this.