And Then You Came... [Eunhae] |✔

14. Inner Feelings

"How long has it been Since someone touched beneath the surface of your skin and captured the attension of your soul?"

-Natalie Peralta.

The next day after Half term was a holiday for the people to settle down once more, but everyone decided to come to the university and enjoy their day in peace.

Donghae, Eunhyuk and their friends chose a nice shaddy spot under a couple of fir trees and started talking about the time they had with their parents.

Donghae noticed that Eunhyuk was strangely in a good mood that day because he answered back when someone decided to ask him something. All went well until Kyuhyun decieded that normal topics were enough for the day.

"Just for a matter of pure curiosity can I ask ya'll something?" said Kyu with an evil smirk.

"It should better be a good one" muttered Leeteuk but Kyuhyun ignored him.

"how many porn films have you guys watched?"

There was a babble of answering shouts as everyone tried to say exactly how many they have watched.

"I'VE WATCHED 10 AND SOME OF THEM WERE GAY!!!" shouted Heechul and everyone fell about laughing.

When all this was happening Leeteuk noticed that Donghae wasn't joining into the convo.
He was looking embarrassed and slightly out of the circle, while having a faraway look in his eyes.

"Donghae?" said Leeteuk "don't tell me you've never watched a porn video"

Donghae gave a start as he jerked back to reality. He saw everyone looking at him and it was became absolutely awkward.

"I-...no, honestly I've never watched those kind of videos in my whole life" said Donghae and saw Heechul giving him a wide grin while Eunhyuk's eyebrows raised a little in surprise though he didn't say anything.

"wow Donghae you must be the first guy our age not to have watched anything like that" said Sungmin.

"It's just that...I don't watch them because I-, then I won't know what to expect, and when it happens I want to have a perfect expierience because everything would be so new to me...I-I want to feel it." said Donghae, red in the face and looking down.

He didn't know why he was spilling out his personal ideas like this with them, and didn't even know if what he said made sense at all. It was just what he believed.

Everybody looked stunned after this little speech and Siwon frowned, thinking hard.

"He does have a point though" he said finally.

"one thing then, this makes Donghae the definition of pure virginity right?" asked Yesung trying to hide his smile.

"But Donghae!" said Heechul with a sly smile "You are a guy, shouldn't you be the one who should know WHAT to do?"

"I-" stuttered Donghae.
He felt like slapping himself for not realizing what he had said.

great idiot! you must've sounded like a girl dreaming about her first night! what in heaven's name is wrong with you?

"Heechul" he heard Hyukjae say in a low voice "fucking leave him alone"

Heechul looked at Eunhyuk with a knowing smile and winked at him. "okay"

Kyuhyun glanced at both of their tensed figures, it looked like a free fight was about to breakout between them, so he raked his brains to find something to distract Hyukjae.

"Hyukjae hyung" said Kyu "how many have you watched?"

"five" said Eunhyuk without breaking his glare with Heechul.