The devil in him seems to have awakened. Following with rage, where did he even get a knife in hand?
Blank mind, merciless, he had stab a man in the dark alley. A place where no one goes nor passes by. Watching the victim who can't cry for help when blood is overflowing in his throat.
realizing what he had done, panic arises and running without being seen is the option he has.
Nevertheless, it felt nice. Must have been nice to let anger out. He was lucky. Killing so clean even with his first time.
This didn't stop him from worrying and terrified with what he had done. A thing he would never forget indeed.
How did a sweet college boy who everyone looked up to for being smart, almost perfect rather, had done a darkest flaw in his life?
You don't expect for the crime to not blow up do you? Of course, news spreading like wildfire in the whole town, Jaemin never felt more terrified than him being abused.
it was true how when you've commit something you know you are guilty of, you do become paranoid, you feel everyone's looking and talking about you.
Almost everyone seems grieving, others terrified. Mark was a student of this school after all.
Not too long, group of officers showed causing eerie to every students, especially, the guilty.
He knew he had to rush on the class.
Seems like Jaemin's right. They were here to interrogate.
pale and sleepless, Jaemin felt bothered he hadn't noticed the girl he had been smitten for, called him. Like hot coal touching his skin, he was burnt by her touch. Her noticing, was weirded out as to why he was pale and seemed frightened.
"are you okay? you look sick." quick, regain your energy. Smiling as he began explaining the reason that never did happen, it was convincing enough to make her believe.
"alright, do you know why they're here?" hot breath were enough to send a spine-chilling moment causing his lost of focus. Who knew with a moment so pure made his mind go insane?
he leaned in responding to the way he was asked. Low breathing, "why are we whispering" smirking, he knew what he was doing. "w-what?"
"I think it was because of the incident on the news?" fixed his posture, acting he hadn't said anything mischievous.
"oh.. I don't really watch news.. What happened?" the answer made the girl gasp. surprised, aren't you? I got him rid for you
"what? but yesterday.. we just talked.." yes, and I hated it.
"oh no, really? must've been terrifying to know that.."
"it's my turn, Jaemin I'm scared. What if they suspect me?" holding her hand to ease her, the shaking of her eyes stopped and was reassured. The only one who should really be worried was none other than himself.
but he was smart. He easily outsmarted everyone with his mind tricks and mischievous lies. Walking away safe, the detective needs to improve indeed. Useless, but good for me.
This hasn't stop though. Blood boiling to whoever she had talked to, also lost lives. Even those she hadn't really known, making it less suspicious. You could say already how Na Jaemin, the role model of the students for his intelligence, was a freak and how his obsession is slowly taking away his sanity.
Along with his killing was rage of jealousy and hatred of abuse. Perfect for his anger to take over and pour it out to the innocent lives he's taking.
He can't stop. It became too fun to stop. He had become notorious and wanted, detectives and officers of the law had gone crazy trying to capture the ruthless killer causing riot and ruckus in the whole town. With Jaemin, it had became a skill, even. No traces, clean and well done.
Next day, everyday, like nothing had happened. Smile so sweet and pure, had everyone swoon and wrapped on his fingers.
Now, the only reason of his sanity and insanity, smiled. Enough to make his mind more twisted.
He had asked her countless of times. Pursued her even. But her reasoning will always be, "I'm sorry Jaemin. I love how we are friends at the moment. I just don't think that committing in amidst of my study will help me focus." already bewitched and too obsessed, he was willing to wait. He had never looked nor talk to any other rather than y/n.
How time flies by fast when they got their diplomat and graduated. It was about time she answer yes. Jaemin had never felt more happier she was finally his. Unbeknownst to her, was what she had gotten into. How things will unravel and give a major impact on her life.
ending note: a lot of time skips indeed. Worry not, after all, these are just to have a knowledge how everything started.
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the killer's lover : a na jaemin novel [READ DESCRIPTION FIRST]
Gizem / Gerilim"shh." - a jaemin au / ff. idea: 2019 (had in mind but didn't start writing until now) created : November 2020 warning: EXTREME GORE, VIOLENCE, DEATH. EXPLICIT CONTENT. If you're going to proceed and just sermon about sexualizing, please don't rea...