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chapter 4 thoughts

i knew then i had fucked up. "i'm sorry spence i thought you liked me back and i-" spencer cut me off and kissed me. Not like a regular kiss. It was passionate. He slowly bit my lip. "y/n i do like you." He kept kissing me passionately next thing i know he's picking me up. Spencer pick me up and carried me to his room and threw me on the bed. "you know the whole team thinks i'm so innocent." i stared at him in wonder and being more and more turned on. "but baby girl you don't get to know everything yet." As he started to unbutton my shirt he asked me "are you okay?" i was breathing heavy. "yes continue please" He continued to take my clothes off until i was naked. He stared at me admiring my body. "god your beautiful." Before the good stuff could start happening he got a call. "god damnit seriously, hello?" he asked. "hey pretty boy we need you back down here we got another case."

i groaned. I gave him a kiss. "till next time." i put my clothes on and headed to work.

"y/n spencer i need you in my office now" demanded hotch. "okay, i know morgan told you that we have a case but he lied." i stared at him. "are you kidding me i was about to get some dick." Spencer and Hotch stared at me. "oops i did not mean to say that out loud." Hotch turned and looked at me. "we will talk about that later, but rn it's Rossi's birthday and he didn't tell anyone so we are all showing up at his house as a surprise."

Me and reid walked out of the room. I was so embarrassed that i had just said that in front of my boss. Spencer grabbed my arm, "i'm going to have to punish you for that" i stood with my mouth open.

"y/n. my office now please." said Hotch. i groaned and walked into his office. He locked the door and closed the blinds. "Hotch what's that for?" He stepped closer to me. "you said you were about to get some dick, but that means you didn't. So, i thought i could be of some help and help out." I was shocked and turned on. I'm cursed with being into older guys.

"y/n. Would you like me to be of some assistance to your needs?" I didn't know what to say, but who said reid had to know? Not like we are dating. "y-yes" I said. He stepped closer to me starting to kiss my neck. "Hotch no one can know about this okay? plus we need to hurry so we can go to Rossi's." "oh baby i can be quick." He cleared his desk making it where i could lay down. He took off my pants and underwear and immediately started thrusting into me. No warning at all. He put he's hand over my mouth so i wouldn't make any noise. He was groaning and so i knew he was close and so was i. Within seconds we both finished.

i walked out of his office like nothing had happened. "thank you for understanding sir."

Thank you sm for 12 reads!! and also uh writing this made me uncomfortable but someone on tiktok wanted it lmao. hope you liked it.