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chapter 11 pt2 of las vagas

i screamed to try and get him to answer me back but still nothing. i knew i need to stop because that meant he was getting off on me screaming.

(back at the police station)
"okay y/n was close. but how would he have known that?" spencer asked. the team was puzzled for a second. "guys. what if it's a team. what if the second unsub works here." said morgan quietly. they all went silent as the watch the officers. "i'll call garcia and get her to look into the back ground of every single cop at this station." offered hotch. The team got back to work. "hey guys there's something you should know." said jj. "y/n is pregnant."

spencer went silent. tears forming in his eyes. "she's what?" he asked for reassurance. "spence she was going to tell you when we got back home, and right now she's under a lot of stress and could lose the baby." jj explained. Spencer was about to break down, but he knew he had to stay strong for y/n.

(back to y/n) (TW CUTTING AND KNIFES)

"so when you gonna start poking me and cutting me?" i asked. "because just to let you know i like the feeling of being cut. i'm into knife play. i cut my wrist to feel the pain." i continued trying to buy time. I felt like i was in an hour glass and my time was slipping out. "y/n i hope you know i don't want to hurt you." said the man. "ohhh so tying me up is your kink? good to know we are saying this before hand. btw my safe word is pineapple." he walked closer to me and put his hands on my throat. "just to let you know i like chocking to." i let him know that he can't do anything to me that will hurt me. There's only one thing and i know for sure he doesn't know.

(back to the police station)

"hey baby girl" said morgan while picking up the phone. "hello my dark chocolate. i think i got something." she said. "spill it mama." replies morgan. "okay deputy Ryan Harsh is a newbie came out of no where and when i say that i mean literally i don't have anything on him. the only date i have for him is when he came to the station a few months ago. and before you ask i have checked his messages just now. oh my god. he texted a disposable cell this morning what was going on and to take y/n. i just sent you his address."

When they got to his house Morgan kicked in the door and raced across the house. Nothing. Until they found an address on his counter. "i got something. this has to be where they got y/n." said reid.

(back to y/n)

He had cut me. Many times. On my throat a little on my arms and legs. When he was about to give me the drug Hotch had shot him. Killing him. Reid rushed over to me. "WE NEED A MEDIC" he yelled. "no no not again y/n hey come on. jj told me we are having a baby and i'm so happy please stay. I need you both. I love you y/n please." he pleaded. i lost a lot of blood.

When we got to the hospital they stopped the bleeding and gave me an ultrasound. I had a happy little baby still.

A day later i was out of the hospital and back on the plane back home. "so y/n what do you hope your baby is a boy or a girl?" asked emily. "um i kinda want a boy." i said. "i want a girl." said reid. Hotch looked over. "so your positive it's Spencer's?" he asked. shit. i had forgotten all about that moment in his office. "uh yeah why wouldn't it be his?" i asked. "just wondering." Spencer looked confused but he was too happy to notice anything. he was just happy that he was going to be a dad.

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