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chapter 13 spencer

i was panicking. the plane was going down. All i could think about it is spencer and my baby. Everyone was screaming. Hell we were fearing for our life's. "SPENCER" i screamed for him. He held on to me. I was crying and so was everyone else.

We crashed. but i survived? I looked down and i could see my leg was broken. i looked around me and i saw everyone else. But no spencer. "SPENCER" I cried out. "SPENCER PLEASE WHERE ARE YOU" i cried out about a hundred more times. no answer.

i crawled to everyone else to make sure they were all alive. They were but Hotch was in critical danger of dying. I had a ringing in my head. JJ was still alive too she just had a broken arm and had blunt force trama to the head. Emily was passed out still she was bleeding though.

I applied pressure to her wound to make sure she didn't bleed out and die. Morgan was bleeding but not a lot. i was more concerned about his wound on his head. I limped over to the broken plane to see if the pilot was still alive. He wasn't sadly.

I found the radio in the plane and kept trying to make it work. "hello?" said the radio. "hello? PLEASE HELP US OUR PLANE CRASHED AND I CANT FIND MY BOYFRIEND AND MY TEAM IS DYING SEND HELP." i screamed out. "okay ma'am stay calm we are tracking your location now. there will be people out there shortly." said the man on the radio.

i limped across the woods to try and find spencer. I limped for what felt like an hour but it hadn't even been an hour. I got to the tree edge and there he was. lying there. not breathing. "SPENCER" i cried. i rushed over to him not even noticing my broken leg anymore.

"spencer please come on baby wake up." i cried out. He wasn't breathing. I couldn't lose him. i need him. I gave him cpr in chance to bring him back. i heard the helicopters above. I knew then we were saved. "spencie do you hear that baby? we are saved. your going to make it through this okay? stay with me."

I guess I had lost enough blood because i had passed out. I could move i could only hear what was going on around me. "OVER HERE I FOUND THEM" i heard someone yell. They picked me up and for the first time i had let go of spencer's hand.

{10 hours later}

I woke up in a pale hospital room. as soon as i opened my eyes i started panicking. "NURSE. NURSE." i screamed. Tears running down my face. Five nursing came in my room holding me down giving me a seditive. "sweetie calm down what do you need?" she asked. Her voice was calming. Almost like when a mother talks to her newborn child.

"Is Dr.Spencer Reid okay?" i asked crying. She put her hand on my cheek. "yes baby. he's in the room next to yours. and Hotch, Jj, Morgan, and Emily are okay too. They just have minor injuries. Reid however suffered the most trama. When he got here he was dead. We went into surgery and didn't cpr and fixed his internal bleeding. He's going to be okay. do you want to see him?" she explained to me.

She took me to him. He was sleeping but he looked peaceful. i went to him and held his hand. After a minute or two he squeezed my hand. "hey baby." he said. i stood up the best i could and hugged him. He made room for me to lay with him.

about 20 minutes later a nurse came in. "Mrs. y/l/n?" she asked. i knodded my head. "i'm so sorry. You lost the baby." she informed me. Spencer hugged me tight as i broke into tears. "no no no" i said. i could feel spencer crying as well. While i was crying someone else walked in. it was garcia. "oh sweetie no come here." she said. she hugged me. "i need to speak to hotch. you all crashing wasn't an accident. Someone hacked the plane."

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