DEAR MISS AUTHOR (Against The Universe Series#2)

chapter 9

"let's stop talking about us, because I have something important to say to you"

"What it is then?"

Marahil ay mababakas na ngayon sa aking mukha, ang kaba na kanina kopa nararamdaman.

"About sky"

I said,

"Is he? Is he my son?"

Binigyan ko lamang sya ng isang tipid na ngiti, saka ibinaling sa labas ang aking tingin.

"You know what Matthew, nung araw na yun, nung araw iniwan moko, I was pregnant."

"That's means? Sky is my son right?"

I didn't answer him, instead I continue to tell him about what happened to me.

Sa araw na ito at sa mga susunod pa, isusulat ko nalang ang mga masasayang araw na mag kasama tayo dalawa.

Marahan kong hinaplos ang tiyan ko na ngayon ay hindi pa mahahalata ang pag ka bilog nito.

"My baby sky, I'll promise to be a good mother and father to you, pupunan ko ang mga bagay na hindi maibibigay sayo ng iyong daddy"

I am two weeks pregnant, I was planning to tell this to matty but, something happened.

He will marrying his first love, and i am left here all alone.

I will forever love you mr. Laugh.

"Kia, please."

"Yes matty, sky is Your son-

"I knew it!"

"But, he's not yours"

Kunot noong tumingin sya sakin

"Kia, I don't understand you, kasasabi mo lang eh! Please, let me see my son"

"Matthew, oo! Anak mo si sky! Yung batang sky na nasa sinapupunan ko noon, anak mo sya, anak natin sya! Pero yung sky na kasama ko ngayon, he's not your son"

"Fuck it! Stop lying to me!"

"Matthew hindi, I'm not lying to you, sa tingin mo ba gusto ko ang ganito?!  Sa tingin mo ba, ginusto ko na mamatay ang anak ko?! Ang anak natin?! No! Hindi ko ginusto yun matty!"

"Anong namatay?! Shit kia! Gulong gulo na ang utak ko, please! Please naman, enlightened me, kung ayaw mong mag kita kami ng anak ko, fine! Just please! Don't tell me that he's dead! Because he's not! Malusog na malusog at buhay na buhay si sky! How could you say that to your own son?!"

"Matthew, listen to me first.
Nung time na iniwan moko, I was pregnant. But because of you, na stress ako, nanatili ang pain, dito sa puso ko, I was so fucking stress and devastated that time, my father, send me to Singapore, to hide me there! Dahil kahihiyan daw ako! Nag buntis ng walang asawa! But hell I don't fucking care! Dahil kaya ko namang buhayin ang anak ko, nang ako lang mag isa. But something strange happened, dahil pag kasilang ko sa bata, he's dead, my son died! Matthew my son died!  Biruin mo! Nine months ko syang dala dala sa loob ng katawan ko! Tapos pag labas, patay na!"