I can’t say that I didn’t want to explore the town, but I didn’t think it would be with someone else.
“So, this is it.”
He opened the door and my soul left my body.
This house is better than mine in every way. I don’t belong here. I’m an unwanted speck of dirt in this glorious palace.
“Hey are you okay?”
Do I want to say I'm good or I’m okay?
“I’m gay.”
No. No, please tell me I didn’t just say that. Oh God.
“Oh, me too. Anyway this is my room”
He opens the door and I see posters of some of my favorite artists.
“You like Cavetown too?”
“Oh yeah, a lot actually.”
I start to hum a tune to see if he would know the song.
He starts to sing. I want to join him, but it might be awkward.
Then he smiled at me.
My heart beats, loud.
I feel happy.
I feel safe.
I feel okay.
“Do you really want to be my friend?”
I really want to ask to be more than friends, but for now this is okay.
“Yeah. You seem really cool.”
My heart stops for a second.
Thank you whoever it is that let me be friends with this beautiful, beautiful man.
“But there's no talking dog up here
Blowing up balloons with my dear
Hoped maybe I'd see a familiar face on my way
Passed by some cannabis seeds, it all smells exactly the same
I saw a girl in my dreams but I don't remember her name
I guess it's just another one of
those days when I'm missing everything”
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Life is Death
General FictionThis is a story I'm working on. There are a lot of Cavetown lyrics in this. I do not own any of the Cavetown lyrics or songs. I did however make the characters, those are mine. Feel free to use them just please credit me.
