5 Seconds of Spring Breakers

Darth Vader is More Forgiving

“Look at this” he says handing me Sam’s phone. I look at the picture on the phone. It shows Ashton and Lacey kissing at the party last night. “Oh shit. Where is Sam?” I say looking around the room. “I don’t know but she saw this picture which means she knows and I’ve lost the love of my life” Ashton says getting up and walking around the room. “It’s okay Ashton she will forgive you” I try to comfort him.

There is no way she is forgiving him. Darth Vader is a more forgiving person then Sam will ever be.

“No she wont! She will never forgive me! I need to talk to her.” Ashton says running down the stairs.

“Wait! Ashton stop! Let me talk to her first” I say. He stops and I walk down the stairs before him and see Sam in the kitchen making eggs with makeup running down her face.

Sam’s POV

I can’t believe that jerk cheated on me. He doesn’t have any respect for me if he goes out and swops spit with some other bitch. I start tearing up but wipe away the tears and try to stay strong.

“Hey Sam” Mika walks in the kitchen and I brake down crying into her arms. “Why would he do that to me?! How could he?!” I cry.

Ashton’s POV

I try to listen to what Mika and Sam are saying from upstairs. “Ashton! We need to talk man” I hear Luke’s voice from behind me. I turn to see Kat, Luke, Michael, and Calum standing in the hall way. I just brake down crying into Michael’s arms.

“It’s okay Ashton. It will be alright” Calum says patting me on the back. “How do you three know what happened?” I ask Kat, Calum, and Michael. “Luke told us the story” Calum says. I just continue to cry.

“You need to go talk to Sam” Luke says. “Can I be alone for a little bit?” I ask them. They nod and walk downstairs.

Kat’s POV

“Does my baby need a hug?” I say walking into the kitchen so Sam cooking and makeup running down her face from all the crying. She nods and brakes down crying into my arms. “It’s okay baby” I say.

We all sit at the table and have some eggs. It’s real silent till we hear walking down stairs. Here we go.

Sam’s POV

I hear Ashton walking down the stairs and immediately tense up. He walks into the living room and I can tell he has been crying.

“Sam could you let me explain” Ashton asks quietly.

“Why should I!? Why should I let you explain why you were kissing some other girl at a party huh? Why should I let you explain to me how much you ‘love me’ and how much you’re sorry? You made a mistake. A huge mistake. And people should not be able to explain huge mistakes. So don’t even fucking try to explain because I’m not listening! SO SHUT UP AND DON’T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN!!” I yell walking to the door. “And if it wasn’t clear before, we are over Ashton” I walk out the door into the warm summer breeze and just start running.

Ashton’s POV

“Dude I’m sorry” I hear Michael from behind me. “I will switch rooms with you if you would like” Kat vonlunteers. “Ya, thanks Kat” I say. Kat runs upstairs to do the move. I run right into the bathroom and lock the door behind me. I take off my clothes and hop into the shower. I cry and cry and cry until there is no more crying in me. I finish my shower and put my clothes back on. From the corner of my eye, I see a razor. A sharp, silver blade.

I take the blade and place the cool metal on my soft wrist. I slide it across once, twice, three cuts I make. I sit on the floor, blood dripping down my wrist crying.

Calum’s POV

Ashton’s been in the bathroom for a while now. I heard the shower going on before but that was 10 minutes ago. Now its just silent.

“Oh NO NO NO” I yell running to the bathroom door. “What?” Luke says as he, Mika, and Michael get up out of there chairs and follow me.

“Ashton! Ashton open up please!” C’mon please don’t do this to yourself. You are worth more then this Ashton please stay. Please open this door!” I yell banging on the door. I hear a click from the lock and I open the door.

Ashton is sitting on the floor in a pool of blood coming from his wrists, crying. “He’s lost so much blood” Mika says gasping and picking up the blade. Luke runs into the kitchen and comes back with a wet towel for Ashton’s wrist. “Everything will be alright I promise” Michael says picking up Ashton off the floor and putting pressure on Ashton’s wrist with the towel. “Guy’s we have to take him to the hospital” Luke says grabbing the keys and calling Kat from upstairs.

We all nod and Kat come running down stairs. “Ashton holy shit are you okay?” Kat says once she see’s his wrist. “We are going to the hospital. Let’s go” Calum says. “I should stay here and see if Sam comes back” Kat says. That’s a good idea. “Okay we’re going to the hospital” Luke says and we all run outside and into the car.

AN: Okay so i think that im just going to end this book today. This is the second last chapter and the last chapter (the one next) IS A LONG ONE :) So ya! See you guys in the next chapter!