missed chance

5 | fucked up

Jennie woke up feeling extremely exhausted. The seeping light from the window which was still visible as the black curtain has been draped sideways, awoke her. She nuzzled her face around the bed and the early morning activities she partake on, came rushing on her mind. 

Oh gosh, I fucked up.

Realizing she was naked and only the white comforter was covering her body, she was astonished when she realized that she was alone in bed. She was starting to think about crazy things such as Lisa running away after what they did. Or Lisa realizing that what they did was wrong, (which was indeed wrong) Jennie dragged her naked self and went to the bathroom. When she was standing infront of the mirror, she found red marks all over her body. Three of it on her neck, two on her chest and another two below her breast. She was very certain Lisa has been really animalistic earlier. She shrugged the hickeys all over her and took a warm bath. 

After about twenty minutes, she helped herself on the new towels on Lisa's closet and got some clothes. She walked over the bedside table and realized that it's almost one in the afternoon. She also realized that Jisoo and Rosie has been calling her nonstop as well asking if she went home safe. Jennie was partly glad she took the medicines just earlier, she wasn't feeling very bad right now. Her headache has seemingly subsided. 

She slowly made her way out of the bedroom, she was startled seeing Lisa on the dining table sipping on the hot coffee. Lisa felt Jennie's presence and looked up at her with a smile before gesturing Jennie to sit down.

"Are you feeling fine?" Lisa asked while leaning in to kiss Jennie.

"Except for, me feeling so sore and the hickeys all over my body, yes I'm feeling fine. Thank you very much," Jennie answered while Lisa chuckled and poured coffee for Jennie.

Jennie quickly got the coffee and drank it straight, she's a sucker in need for caffeine after what just happened overnight.

"Apparently you're not the only sore one, or the one with marks all over," Lisa said while pulling her shirt exposing hickeys on her neck as well. 

Jennie felt red seeing how wild the happenings were, and how she felt likely awkward that they were talking and drinking coffee casually like all of what they did wasn't a mistake.

"What do we do now?" Jennie asked. Making Lisa place her mug on the table and look at Jennie seriously.

"No Jen, what do you want to do now?"

"This was all a mistake. You're aware of that, aren't you?" Jennie somehow raised her voice which made Lisa flinch, "Fuck, I'm engaged. You have a boyfriend, and here we are. Playing with each other's body like we're some teenager with raging uncontrollable hormones."

Lisa felt honestly hurt at what Jennie stated. She was expecting for something to change the moment they wake up, silly of her.

"How silly of me to actually think all of what happened meant something to you. Of course this was all just a one night thing, right? Just enough to pleasure yourself after nearly a month without your fiancé," Lisa bitterly laugh and chugged her coffee down, "Like right after you gave a speech about engagement unsureness and the feeling of wanting and taking. Here you are, regretting every thing as if you weren't pleased by the pleasure."

Lisa stood up and placed the mug on the sink, "Let's just forget this even happened."

"Don't you feel guilty, Lisa? Sehun must be worried about you being alone, and here we are. Having after sex brunch like it's a normal thing."

"Heck, your fiancé must be thinking about you right now, across the globe! While here you are, sitting down with coffee on your hand and my marks all over your body." Lisa sarcastically laughed.