Deaf love (Complete)

Insecurity

Bold: Sign language
Italics: phone or chalk board.
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Tira's P.O.V.
I walk in my classroom and set my laptop and papers on the desk. Since Defonte is back, Nia is not with me in the morning to help me set up the room. I turn to face the chalk board and wrote 'B.'
I turn back around and saw Defonte standing in front of the desk staring at me 'What?' I used sign language. 'I saw the picture Tira. I know that you saw it too.' He had a blank expression on his face the whole time. I don't know if his mad, disappointed or has sympathy for me.
I shrugged 'Maybe I did, maybe I didn't. Where's Nia?'
He shook his head 'Don't change the subject Tira. Are you feeling insecure about it?'
Whoa! I wasn't expecting that. What am I supposed to say? Should I say, yes I'm feeling insecure because I just saw a picture of your ex- fiancé naked and she is flawless.
Or should I say, Oh I'm not insecure about that, don't worry I'm fine.
If I did say, well in my case use sign language to say that, I would be lying to him and it would cause problems in the future. 'I don't think this is the place to have the conversation.' I said.
He rubbed the side of his face while looking around the room. 'I like how you decorated this room. I remember when we first met and that classroom was all plain and simple.'
I smiled 'It's a good thing I did decorated the room because the whole time that day during class Nia was complaining.'
His chest moved up and down indicating that he was laughing 'That girl acts grown sometimes. What did y'all do while I was gone?'
The light flashing of the bell went off, I went around the desk and kissed Defonte's lips 'I'll tell you tonight over a candle light dinner.'
'What are you making?' He pecked my lips. 'It's a surprise.' I grabbed his hand and pulled him to the door. When I opened it all my students hugged my leg and went to their seats.
'I'll see you later.' I said. He nod and kissed my cheek before walking out the door. I was about to close the door, but a hand got in the way.
I opened the door wider and saw Rodger and 6 year old girl that looks exactly like him.
'You must be our new student Beth.' I said. She nod and waved. 'Beth you can come inside after you say goodbye to your dad.'
Beth nod and turn to hug Rodger's leg before she walked in class. I didn't even bother looking up at him, instead I shut the door in his face and walked to the front where Beth was.
'Okay class, we have a new student. Can everybody say hi to Beth.'
'Hi Beth' they all said. Beth smiled and looked up at me 'You can sit in the empty spot over by the window.' She nod and sat by Carrie and Nia. Immediately they became friends.
Defonte's P.O.V.
"Ciara don't you ever pull that bullshit again." I said in the phone. She sucked her teeth "Why daddy? Did your bitch get jealous?"
"Get the fuck Ciara. Why do you always gotta be a hoe? Get through your thick head that I will never be with you again."
I was getting pissed off by her acts. When I was in Iraq, Ciara kept trying to send me emails. It gotten so bad that I had to get another email address.
She sigh "Either way I'm coming back for you and Nia. I don't care what I have to do to get both of you back." she chuckled "Let me scratch that. I don't care what I have to do to get my daughter back. She's my daughter too Defonte, you can not keep her away from me."
I scoffed "You never cared about Nia. You mistreated her, you would leave her out the house by herself for a quick fuck. I don't care if you take this to court, because I will tell the judge what you do to make my daughter cry every time she stays over at your house."
I heard her sniff on the other line, I rolled my eyes "Don't start with that crying shit."
I know I'm being an ass, but Ciara doesn't deserve to be treated right. "Please Defonte. I was foolish."
"Bitch get off my phone." I hung up on her ass. I didn't want to hear all that crap. I already have to deal with nightmares from the war.
My phone runged and I looked at the ID. I answered it "Hello" I snapped.
"Whoa. What the hell is wrong with you?" Khalil chuckled. I rub my eyes "I'm just tired. Ciara called me, so I had to deal with that."
"Ciara has been calling Linda mostly everyday since we been gone. That girl crazy."
I sigh "I know man. But for real though, did you need anything?"
"Umm yeah. Linda asked me to ask you if y'all wanted to come over for dinner tonight."
"Actually we can't, Tira was going to make me a candle light dinner."
He chuckled "I see, you bout to get some."
I laughed "You can say that. But I gotta go, I need to get some sleep."
"Aight man. Make sure you wrap it up, I don't want anymore Defonte's running around."
I sucked my teeth "You sound like I have 5 kids."
"The rate you was going in highschool, there is a possibility that you got 10 little rug rats in the state."
"Haha, very fucking funny. Goodbye." I hung up the phone and put it in my pocket before driving off.
Tira's P.O.V.
'So what's for dinner?' Troy texted me. I rolled my eyes and replied 'Well my dinner is being cooked right now. I don't know about you.'
'Damn, that's how you going to treat your brother. I see what level we at now😢.'
I stir the noodles in the pot 'Boy bye👋 I'll talk to you tomorrow.'
'Wait! Are you cooking for your boyfriend?'
'Yes, why?'
'😈 I may drop by and stay their all night.'
'Don't you dare 😡'
'Im not 💀 but wear a condom and take your pill. I don't want my little sister getting pregnant before marriage. Actually you shouldn't be having sex😠, you should be a virgin and saving yourself for Jesus Christ🙏'
I smiled 'Bye Troy😂😂😂'
'Mmhm. I'll be there in the morning taking you to church, you need some Jesus in your life.' He replied before I put my phone on the counter and putting the pasta on the two plates.
I felt two arms wrap around my body and a hard chest behind my head. A pair of lips connected with my neck, I tilt my head back for better access.
I turn around and saw a very tired looking Defonte. 'Are you okay?' I asked. He nod 'Just a little tired. What you cook?' He tried to change the subject, but I'm not having it.
'Why are you tired?' I caress his cheek. 'I had a nightmare, that's all.'
I raise an eyebrow 'Are you sure that's all?'
He smiled 'Yes. Why you asking me so many questions?'
'Because I'm concerned about my boyfriend and his health. If your tired, we can save the candle light dinner for another day.'
'Tira I'm fine. Don't worry about it' he took off his jacket and set it on the chair. I nod 'Okay.' I turned back around and faced the food that I prepared.
After dinner we took the rest of the night in the bedroom. We was about to make sweet love but Defonte fell asleep as soon as his head hit the pillow.
On the internet I found research that soldiers has nightmares if they been out in war and it can get worse if he or she doesn't solve the problem or if they have more stress going on around them. Since Defonte is back and Ciara wants Nia to herself again, I think he is going to get worse and I'm worried about him.