「YAMAGUCHI TADASHI X TSUKISHIMA KEI」 Inspired by: Invisible by Hunter Haydes.
🍂. ↬ one shot story
-Yamaguchi-
"Crowded hallways are the loneliest places" I looked at Tsukki when the song plays on as we shared earphones together. I never thought that he listens to songs like this- "For outcasts and rebels" He looked at me back. I looked away embarrassed for staring at him like that.
I just remembered- the day I was bullied he walked through me then stopped to save me- and that is I owe my life on him especially he make me more special when years passed by- he's there for me. Without Tsukki, maybe I am part of this song too- maybe I am in a crowded place where outcasts and rebels stay-
"Or anyone who just dares to be different" I closed my eyes as I feel the wind damping on my skin- we are both lying on the grass under the tree. "And you've been trying for so long" I looked at Tsukki who is already asleep. Geez. I let out of a deep sigh. I dared to be different- but Tsukki make me feel that I should be myself.
"Yams" I looked at Tsukki he called my name with a soft voice. "The song fits you" He said- I squinted my eyes. Well it's true though. "But" He said and sat up leaning on the tree. "Whenever you're with me. Don't think that you're an outcast. Show to the world that you're good in a unique way- For me, there's nothing wrong to be different. I laughed at those people who were all just the same." He said and looked at me. I feel my heart starts beating fast. I smiled at him with a teary eye. "Tsk. Stop crying Yamaguchi" He said.
"Gomen Tsukki" I said. I smiled as I looked up the tree. I never regret in my life that I met Tsukki, I wondered that what am I today if I didn't met him. Maybe, I am in a crowded place where outcasts and rebels were. Maybe until now, I am still thinking- 'who I really am?' maybe i'm still a loner eating alone in the corner of the cafeteria with a bunch of full students in a different table with a popular guys- "Tsukki. I just want to say thankyou- because with out you maybe i'm just a nobody. Im thankful for helping me to find myself Tsukki-" I said as the tears fall down from my cheek. He pats my head.
"Remember this line Yams 'There's no room for anyone who dares to do something different' in other words." He looked at me "people's minds do change and differences should be celebrated. That words hurt, but it does get better." My heart starts beating fast again and i'm starting to be emotional- Tsukki made me feel that- "whenever i'm with you- if im in pain- you're making it invisible" My tears fell down to my cheek as I hugged Tsukki.
"Yeah- Yams." He smiled giving me a peck of kiss on the lips. "I love you" He said, I'm starting to sob as I feel that my heart was beating fast- i'm not ready to say good bye, but I have no choice.
"I love you too, Tsukki' I said as I released from the hug. When I opened my eyes- he is no longer there. But his grave.
END.
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A/N: Sorry na agad, I was trying to make a fluff but I can't help myself for killing the character at the end. But the story is just not TsukkiYama but for you either. Take time to read this.
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