Marvel One-Shots

When I Was Your Man (Gen & Angst)

Ship: Valoki (Valkyrie x Loki)
Past Thorki
Warning: Past neglect
Summary: Thor should have been better to Loki. but Loki finds Valkyrie and they fall in love. For them, things are better now.

3rd person pov

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

Growing up Thor and Loki were close. Until one day they were both drunk and it led to a heavy make-out session. The next day was awkward. It leads to a revelation that they had feelings for each other. They loved each other and it was something new for both of them. They formed a relationship, but it was kept hidden. Thor knew it was wrong and it hurt Loki.

He would treat Loki differently. Loki eventually told Thor they were genderfluid. Thor brushed it off. Trying to push Loki to stay male. He didn't understand why Loki was like that. He was too scared to try to understand. Their costumes didn't explain Loki. Loki felt his heart shatter.

Thor hurt him when he would hide their relationship. Loki on the other hand didn't care. He just wanted to share his love for Thor. Until Thor was to be crowned king. He pushed Loki away. Causing Loki to hit his breaking point. He let the first giant in. Fueled by rage.

Loki reflected on their time together. Thor was trying to hide what was there's. Sometimes he would ignore him. Even flirt with barmaids. He was fuming at the end. He sent out the destroyer. He wanted to hurt Thor. Just as he did him when Thor was banished he met Jane. He started developing a small relationship with her.

In the end, Loki gave up. He looked at Thor. He didn't have the sparkle in his eye. When he looked at Loki. As they once did when their relationship first started. It shattered his heart. He was lied to his whole life. His love didn't care. So he let go and fell into the void. Thor began to regret his actions. Reflecting on what he had done. In the time. Now he lost Loki and he didn't realize his mistakes.

It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo
Mm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance

Then Loki met Thanos. He used his anger to sway his mind and eventually take it over. Ordering Loki to bring him the tesseract in return Loki would rule the earth. He had an army at his disposal. So he did with the help of the sepcter. Clutching it, his mind faded and his mind was overcome. With it, he turned others like him. Letting himself get captured was a part of the plan. But in the end, it failed. Thor beat him up, as did the rest of the Avengers. When his mind became clear he saw the damage he had done. But he wouldn't admit he was taken over. He took the fault. Returning to Asgard to be put in prison. Thor didn't even visit him. He was occupied with Jane.

Loki's heart faded to black. He wouldn't let anyone else hurt again. He cut off his emotions. That was until the death of Frigga. Loki was ecstatic with the last words he spoke with her. He said she wasn't his mother. When in all reality she was. She was the only one who loved and cherished him. He wanted revenge it didn't matter how he could obtain it. He joined forces with Thor once more. Loki wasn't happy about it. But it didn't matter to him anymore. He helped kill Malekith. In the process, he faked his death. Now he was free. He could finish his plans on ruling. He cast out Odin and took his place. Thor being on earth was a nice change. But he was lonely. At night he would stare out at Asgard longing for someone.

Then Thor came back. Dragging him to find Odin. Who ended up dying. Thor's sister emerging and caused chaos. Sending them to Sakaar. When Loki arrived he met a strange man. Being cunning Loki rose to the top. Manipulating and blackmailing. He was living his life carefree. After their fight, he met Valkyrie. He didn't know her real name. But that's what she went by.