Finding my master

s e v e n

NYLA

Shit fuck shit

I knew laying down and 'resting my eyes' was a terrible idea as soon as I woke up to the sound of master's car pulling into the driveway. I was supposed to get the cleaning done whilst they were done. Shit, i'm in deep trouble.

Maybe if I act like I've done it and then do it secretly tonight when he's asleep?

What is he? Stupid? Of course he won't believe that. Oh fuck, I'm such an idiot, I don't think I can take another punishment.

I despise them so much, they make me feel so shit, like I know I've done bad, I never mean to do bad you know. I promise I would never be bad on purpose I just don't have a submissive brain and I forget to do things sometimes and as much as I hate to disappoint master it can't be helped sometimes.

However, luckily for me, only Harley and Bailey walked through the door. Apparently master had been called into work for a 'very important meeting'.

"You're not joking right? He has actually gone to work hasn't he?" I pray,

Harley just stares at me looking very confused "Yeah, course why would I lie to you."

"Oh thank god, I forgot to do my chores and I thought I was about to be yelled at and punished."

"Jaden wouldn't yell, wouldn't he?" Bailey asks innocently.

Me and Harley exchange a look, "Well, only when hes angry-" I start

"And when he's in a bad mood." Harley continues

"And drunk."

"And to impress his friends."

"And if we accidentally do anything wrong."

Bailey looks at us terrified, "Oh, is that normal for Dom's cause when I first met you guys Jaden was really nice and looked after me and said he would get me away from my dad no matter what and was nice to you guys."

Of course he thinks Jaden is great. Everyone does. So did I at first, that was until he yelled at me for leaving even the smallest speck of dust on the table. I mean he's alright most of the time but when you get on his bad side watch out.

Trust me.

Once he left me and Harley in a cage for a week. He gave us one meal a day and one glass of water, we weren't let out once, not even to use the bathroom. We were given a litter tray like an animal and he didn't change it once. It was the least human I'd ever felt and that's saying something as a sub in this world. (Even though I'm technically a switch but no one treats me with Dominant respect ever.)

Worse thing is we can't call the abuse authorities, he blocked that number on our phone and he said if we ever try, he will take us someplace far away and 'deal with us in a different way' and trust me that was enough to stop me.

Of course, no one suspects a thing, I even overheard him telling someone that he would never give us a cage punishment when clearly that isn't true. He puts on a fake face to everyone even his own brother, most people think that Jax is the worst brother but when I talked to him he seemed so nice and easy-going. He is just strict unlike Jaden who is a controlling, harsh, strict abuser.