JAX
Sometimes I wonder what goes through my brothers head, he wasn't always like this and still isn't really. Well at least not in public. It was always me who was going to be the harsh Dom, ever since the first test my family joked about how I'd be the hard one and he would be soft.
I think the roles have reversed.
I'm not saying that I'm gonna be soft soft on Bailey, of course he will have rules and punishments when he breaks them. I'm just saying I will treat him like a human. Unlike Jaden, before we went to high school he was the sweetest person you'd ever meet but that school changed him, every year you could see him getting more and more controlling, demanding, manipulative.
And the worst part? There was nothing any of us could do to stop it.
Now I hear you saying, oh but Jax you are strict too. Remember how I said I was always going to be a hard Dom? Yeah, it is just me that is my personality and it always has been. But even now, now I have this cutie of a submissive who I never want to loose, even I have calmed down a bit. I would never think of putting him in a cage despite what I might have said a couple of weeks ago.
And that is where we differ, Jaden doesn't love his subs, not really. He loves them like one would love their phone. Like property. I however, love Bailey maybe not romantically yet, we are definitely not there yet but eventually we will get there. Jaden doesn't even love Nyla and Harley as humans, its not fucking right but there isn't anything I can do until he hurts them bad so I can call it abuse.
I'm stupid really, only now have I seen this, I may have even inspired him and I feel terrible. Those girls don't deserve it.
But that's life I guess.
"Did you have fun today Bailey?" I ask once we finally leave that toxic home,
"Yeah I did sir, I can't wait to show you what I bought, you are gonna love it trust me!"
I love how excited he gets, especially when its over me. You know, I'm glad Jaden found him and well acted nice for long enough so he wanted to meet me. I can just tell he was a good choice and he will be good for me.
As we drive, he talks at me about something, some TV show that I haven't watched so to be honest I have no idea about what he is on about but just knowing I make him happy by listening makes me happy.
Eventually, the car pulls into my driveway and it takes a joint effort to drag the billions of bags into the house but no sooner as we have them all piled up, Bailey starts pulling things out to show me.
"Okay, okay, slow down," I chuckle "How about, you go and make us some drinks whilst I take these bags to your bedroom, then we can put them away as you show me them."
"Okie."
He races off in the direction, I chuckle at his eagerness "Wrong way dude." he comes back, a little slower this time,
"I knew that." he huffs.
I know I told him to buy whatever he wanted but wow he really bought everything he wanted, not that I care though I've got all this money its finally going to some good use.
After quite a few trips up and down the stairs we are finally ready for the 'fashion show' as Bailey keeps calling it. I hate to admit it but I was rather excited to see, its like Christmas just not for me.
"So that bag is just stuff Jaden made me buy I didn't actually want it but he said that you wanted me to have it, me personally I don't see the point but-"
"It is just the essentials that yes you do need now lets get onto the things you actually wanted."
"Well, I would have bought more but me and Harley only had an hour by ourselves and we spent a while in just two shops so I didn't get as much as I would have liked." he paused and looked concerned for a second "But, but I don't mind I got a lot more than I would have without your money and I am very grateful for what I have."
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Finding my master
Fiksi UmumAn alternate universe where D/s relationships are the norm. At birth you are assigned either Dom, sub or switch and you live your life based on what you are assigned. Bailey is a 19 year old sub who has no Dominant and lives with his abusive father...