Finding my master

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JAX

"Have you thought about what you want as your reward yet Bailey?" I ask as I walk into his room, he is drawing something, it looks pretty.

"I'm not sure sir, I don't mind. I'll take whatever, I don't even think I really deserve a reward." He replies, not looking up from his drawing.

Putting a finger under his chin and lifting his head to look at me, I say "Sweetheart, look at me whilst we're talking, yeah?" his big blue eyes stare into mine as he slowly nods "Now, understand that after you make a mistake do not beat yourself up about it. That is not healthy. If it needs to happen I will give a suitable punishment and then you are totally forgiven, even if I seem mad or angry know that you are always forgiven and it is forgotten about after a punishment. Got it?"

"Y-yeah, got it master."

"Good boy." I lean down and kiss him on the forehead, I wish I could have tasted his lips but I don't want to make him even more uncomfortable than he already is. "Now come on choose your reward."

He stares down at his drawing and then looks back up at me, "Um, I can't decide between two things."

"Go on."

"Well I'd quite like to bake some cookies with you, but I'd also quite like to watch a movie and uh cuddle in bed with you." he says fiddling with his hands and acting all nervous and cute and shit.

"Okay Bailey, how about I go out to the shops to get the ingredients, then we can bake the cookies and eat them in my bed whilst we cuddle and watch a movie of your choice."

"Sounds good master! Thank you so much I'm excited."

"Also, I do need you to do me a favour though, whilst I am out please could you make a meal, something healthy before we eat loads of cookies okay?"

" I can do that! I love cooking you know, I always used to help my mum in the kitchen she taught me how to cook so many things, you're gonna love it!"

"Of course I'll love it, you're gonna make it." I chuckle.

I was slightly reluctant to leave him alone as I believe it is his first time at my home on his own but also because he would be cooking. Now wanting to make him uncomfortable, I say nothing. Besides, he is experienced at cooking, I know he's gonna be okay.

After kissing Bailey on the forehead before I leave, I am quick to get in the car where I play music to block out my worries.

Only to be interrupted by someone calling me, I glance over at the caller ID and sigh out loud after seeing who it is.

"What do you want?"

"You never told me you had finally got yourself a sub, I heard it from Jaden. Why didn't you tell me?"

"Cause you don't need to know all about my life. Jaden shouldn't have told you, I'd have told you eventually when I felt it was time."

"I am your father, I deserve to know about your life, and why did Jaden know before me? Huh? You didn't even want a sub last time I talked to you. What changed?"

I swear, I barely even talk to this man and he has the audacity to think that he deserves to know about everything- what makes it worse is favourite child Jaden calls him up every fucking day which means I get into trouble for it. Just wish he'd fuck off, I'm an adult that just wants to live my life.

"For your fucking information, Jaden found him in the shop, I wasn't planning on getting a sub but Jaden got his hopes way too fucking high by making promises, I only said I'd meet him cause of how excited his pure little heart got then at the meeting I liked him, saw a future. Any more questions?"