(A/N- For the first part.It's like writing fellings and what not)
Sam's P.O.V
Have you ever felt like you could be on top of the world but your not and you still ahve to face manyy struggles to get to the top? Have you ever wonderd what it's like to be normal and not to be bullied? When you know that no matter what someone is always watching you to see if things you do to critisize you. That you know that the moment someone say's something you just want to believe them because you knwo it might be true. Trust me I feel fat, ugly, stupid, discouraged, and disowned.. My parents may care when I'm hurt.. but where are they when I need someone to REALLY talk to..I don't know it just hurts.
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Sam's P.O.V
This morning I got up just thinking. What did that kiss mena to Liam? what if I mean nothing and he's laughing right now with the other 4 making fun of me. I mean I already hate life. I get nothing anymore. i mean what has society come to now a days.
When I got up I got showerd I put on a pair of Skinny Jeans and Gray Tank Top with and Lil' Wayne shirt over it and just some sparkley ugg boot's I did my makeup normal like and curled my hair. I looked at my slef I kenda felt beautiful but aht would be ruined pretty soon...
When I walked into school everyone was looking at me like I just killed someone some pointing and a few giggling. I mean yeah it's my first time wearing make uo but heh yeah...
When we were in class and girl walked in she was really pretty. "Hello, you must be Jessy the new student!" our teacher Mrs.Fumbley said. "Yeah, i am." she replied i noticed she was american. "Well since your new why don't you...Stay with Samantha! She cans how you around!" "Ok" Jessy said with a smile.
She came and sat down next to me. "Hey, i'm Jessy" she said and smiled "I'm Samantha"... Through the whole day I ignored the 5 boys who kept looking at me just like everyone else but I kept with Jessy she's so nice! and we have ALOT of thing's in common. Like seriously.
"So do you wanna come to me house after school?" I asked. She looked at me and smiled and said "Yeah, I would like that" that's when I relized I have a new friend finally!
It technically turned out to be just that. Finally something good...For now..
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Why me? (A One Directin story:)
Genç KurguSamantha Hale. The girl who hated life. Who was bullied. The girl who thought cutting and self harm would make things all better. The girl who's parents were never home. When some people around town heard her name they thought of happy go lucky brig...
