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I just wanna be left alone 💔💔

Chapter 40...............

Have you ever wanted to just run away and never look back on life ?! Well that was me . That was how I'm feeling . I packed a beach bag and a towel and snuck out to the spot . The secret cave . I just wanna be left alone and everyone wanted to know if I was okay . I can't give them that answer because I'm definitely not okay . I was hoping the hook up was a joke and she's just trying to get in my head . But Cody didn't disagree with her . I really thought we had something but I guess we don't . I stood leg deep in the ocean but I was close to shore since I was alone . I just stood there having a anxiety attack. Waves by waves would crash up my legs making my white t shirt and my bikini soaking wet but I didn't have a cars in the world . I was so pissed at Cody I didn't even wanna work my issue out with Andrew I just snuck off instead of dealing with another issue because my issue with Cody was way bigger than any issues I got with any other ex boyfriends at the moment. At least I can be happy about one thing Kathrine and true going back to India .

Well I guess i was at the secret cove for way too long on the beach because my best friend Brian walked down to the water and I didn't notice him till he spoke - hey ash . You're not gonna jump into the water like a mermaid are you ? Ashley - hey what are you doing here ? It's freezing out . Brian laughed - yeah it's definitely freezing out but I wanted to know if you're okay. All your friends are worried about you especially Cody . Ashley - he doesn't care about me if he hooked up with my ex's girlfriend that's fucked up . Brian - yeah I agree he messed up ash . I'm not saying take him back . Ashley - I'm not planning to . Brian- seriously you look cold let's go get a hot coffee or something ash Ashley - fine bro I guess I owe you . Brian - you don't I just wanna check up on you ash .

Brian is such a awesome best friend. I smiled at him - I'm down for coffee anytime . Brian - faint god because I'm freezing. Let's go . We're leaving the beach meet you up at the coffee shop don't worry it's not the one Cody goes to ash . He walks to his car so I'll see ya there ? . Ashley - yeah I'll go home and change first . Brian tosses me pants - I'm a size large in sweats to just put these on and meet me there . Mitch and David are at the coffee shop to with Aaron And Nate might come . Ashley - thanks bro you rock I said taking the sweats and putting them on then I start my car up - see you at the coffee shop bro . Beep . Beep . He takes off and I follow his car since I had no clue were it even was .

When we pulled up to the coffee shop and got outta the car . I noticed my guy friends sitting at the outside table and one by one I gave them each a hug . Hopefully my hairs not wet . You smell like the ocean Nate says have you been to the beach ? Ashley - uh I might've went there to think . Things are really messed up right now David says I heard ash . Ashley - yeah don't worry about me I'll be okay David I say as I sat down next go Brian . Brian  - I found her at the beach she's been ignoring my DMS . You never do !!! .
Ashley laughs - sorry I left my phone off in my bag . Nate - ash I'm sorry about the party I shouldn't have invited them especially those two . Ashley - it's fine Nate I don't blame you at all . Mitch - so ash how are things with Cody ? Have you guys even spoken at all ? Ashley - nope it honestly makes me wanna vomit the fact I was at his house and then the very next day at my friends party I find out he hooked up with a girl who I hate !!!! It's like the joe and kelsie situation but way worse because I thought I had feeling for joe till I didn't anymore because I just got stronger feelings for Cody and now idk how I feel Nate - we think you should give it a few days then talk things out with him maybe they didn't hook up ash . You told him to shut the fuck up and wouldn't let him speak to you Mitch added in . Brian - agreed. David - he's definitely crazy about you not trues girl !!! .

Ashley sighs and drinks her coffee- I'll think about it guys . I just wanna be alone for now I don't need this drama in my life . I wanna party and surf the waves not have a boyfriend issue to have to deal with 24/7 and with Cody it just is a bunch of drama ! .

Brian - ash we totally Understand you need space from him . Take all the time you need I just don't want you to regret not speaking to him then like joe he's got a new girlfriend

Nate - facts ! I'm married now and I'm happy I would want that for you to ash . I'm not saying you and Cody should get married but maybe try chatting and working things out

Ashley - yeah I'll definitely call him one day and we'll work this issue out for now I can't Handle anymore ex boyfriend drama . So I'm gonna go home after this and relax Boys .

Nate holds up a glass - Okay cheers to Cody and ash getting back together guys .

I whisper to Brian and Mitch - hey guys watch this . I kick Nate right In the leg hard .

Cheers 🥂 the guys burst into laughter as Nate cried in pain - she's so evil !!!!! Lol 😂

After having coffee with my guy friends Brian drove me back home 🏡.......

I then ran upstairs and shut the bathroom door 🚪...I got undressed and got into the bathtub and started the hot water making it so hot my knees turned red fast then I made a bubble bath. I sank into the water and turned on my favorite music and just relaxed . Andrew made me hot tea since I didn't want coffee after I just drank some .

I'm done having a panic or a anxiety attack over stupid boys . Oxox Ashley b .

Well this chapter is kinda shorter then the others but the upcoming ones will be way longer . I simply need the night off to think of some surfing / romantic date ideas 💡.