How Are You Alive (Dean Winchester Love Story Book 4)

Chapter 31

Chapter 31

Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply, so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
Keep these feelings, no one knows

45 by Shinedown

~BARN - NIGHT~

"Look at that. It's so cute when monkeys wear clothes." Uriel chuckles. "I'm dreaming, aren't I?" I ask. "It's the only way we could chat...since you're hiding like cowards." Uriel says. "Don' normally see you off leash. Where's your boss?" I ask.

"Castiel? Oh, he, uh....He's not here. See, he has this weakness. He likes you. Times up, boy. We want the girl." Uriel demands. "Wouldn't try that if I were you. See, she got her grace back. Full-blown angel now." I threaten.

"That would be a neat trick, considering..." He chuckles as he take out a necklace. "I have her grace right here. We can't let Hell get their hooks into her." He chuckles. "Well, then why don't you just give her back her angel juice?" I ask."She committed a serious crime." He says. "What? Thinking for herself?" I scoff. "This is our business, not yours. She's not even human...Not technically." He snaps.

"Yeah. Well, I guess I just like being a pain in the ass." I smirk. "No. There's more. You cut yourself a slice of...angel food cake. Didn't you? Huh? You did?" He smirks. "Does Skye know you cheated? Tsk tsk tsk. Thou shall not adultry." He smirks as he shakes his head. "Cheater. Poor Skye is going to be heart broken." He chuckles. I gulp as I look down at the ground. He isn't wrong. I did cheat on her.

Her and I have been fighting for so long and act like we haven't been fighting in front of others. And when Anna kissed me I just felt wanted and needed. I haven't felt Skye's touch or feel her soft tender lips on mine, in weeks. But yet it also feels like years. I just wanted to feel.

But in the process I slept with another...behind Skye's back....Broke her trust in me completely. Added to the truth of me being a player. Again....I repeat the same mistake again...I broke my promise yet again...just like when we were together in highschool...I'm constantly breaking her heart, over and over again...I'm scared that if she finds out about Anna and I ...I'm going to lose her...for good...

"What do you care? You're junkless down there, right? Like a Ken doll." I chuckle. "Ooh. Well. It's your last chance. Give us the girl, or..." I cut him off. Or what? What, you're gonna toss me back in the hole? You're gonna tell Skye? You're bluffing." I chuckle.

"Try me. This is a whole lot bigger than the plans we got for you, Dean. You can be replaced. And you will loss Skye as well." He smirks. "What the hell? Go ahead and do it." I say with a shrug. "You're just crazy enough to go, aren't you?" He asks. "What can I say? I don't break easy." I say while crosses my arms over my puffed out chest. "Oh, yes...you do. You just got to know where to apply the right pressure." He says.

~BARN - DAY~

"I don't know, man. Where's Ruby?" Skye asks. "Hey she's your's and Sam's Hell buddy." I say, not caring, drinking from my flask, and I grimace as she looks at me with shock. I'm sorry Skye but I'm just goign to keep breaking your heart over and over again, cause that's all that seems to keep happening to ourselves. We just got to accept that it's not going to work...so I got to keep pushing you away. It's better then you ever finding out about what I did to you.

"Little early for that, isnt it?" I hear Anna ask. Skye scoffs rom behind me, but I look up to Anna who is walking over towards me. "It's 2 a.m. Somehwere." I chuckle. "You okay?" She asks, confused but the doors open with a blast. I look over to my right and see Castiel and Uriel enter.