How Are You Alive (Dean Winchester Love Story Book 4)

Chapter 69

Chapter 69

Well, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

Let It Go by The Passenger

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3RD POV

~ST. MARY'S CONVENT – 1972~

Azazel kneels before the altar, the bloody bodies of the nuns sprawled around him. One is splayed out on the altar, facing him in a reverse-crucifixion pose. "Father, look...I'm not exactly the praying type, but still...I made the sacrifice. I got you a bagful of nuns. So, uh...can you hear me? Can you whisper through the door?" Azazel speaks towards one of the nuns.

"I'm here, my son." She says in a distorted deep voice. "It's so good to hear your voice, Padre. I have been searching for you for so long. You have no idea. The others have lost faith. Dickless heathens. But not me." Azazel says.

"You've done well." Lucifer says. "So, uh...how do I bust you out?" Azazel asks. "Lilith. Lilith can break the seals." He says.

"Yeah, okay. But what do I do?" Azazel chuckles, rolling his eyes. "You must find me a child. A very special child." He says. "What do you mean? What child?" Azazel asks, getting annoyed.

SAM'S POV

~MOTEL ROOM~

I scroll through the internet trying to research any facts that lead to Azazel and where Lilith could be. "You got to be kidding me." I say as I finally found a link to what I have been looking for. "What?" Ruby asks as she walks over behind me, leaning over. "Get this. St. Mary's abandoned in '72 after a priest disemboweled eight nuns." I say as I read the article.

"What's black and white and red all over?" Ruby laughs, jokingly. I look up at her. "That's not funny." I glare at her then look back at the article. "The priest said it wasn't his fault. He said a demon made a nun do it. And that she said a demon made him do it. And that she even remembered the demon's name." I say.

"Yeah?" Ruby asks still not getting it. "Azazel." I tell her. "Wow. So, Lilith, Yellow-Eyes...all the A-Listers are paying visits. Certainly gives the joint credibility." Ruby says clicking it all together. "As a place where the final seal goes down." I say.

"Well, it's good enough for me. Let's pack up Nurse Betty and hit the road." Ruby smiles, excitedly. I frown. "Hey, maybe, um...look." I sigh. "What?" She asks.

"M..maybe we can find another demon." I say. "Sam, no. That blubbery don't hurt me crap...it's just an act. She's playing you." Ruby laughs. "I'm not sure." I frown. "Even if she's not. There's still a hell-bitch snoozing in there. I mean, come on. It's not like you haven't done this before, right?" Ruby asks.

~HOUSE-DAY~

I hold Cindy's hands behind her back as I bring her down the steps and out to the car as she struggles against me.

Just block out her pleads. Just block out her pleads. You can do this Sam. You need to do this.

"No. Please don't. Just listen to me, okay? My name is Cindy McClellan. I'm a nurse in the NICU over at Enfield Memorial. I have a husband named Matthew, okay? We've been married six years. He's got to be worried sick about me. And I don't even know who you are, and I'm not gonna tell anybody anything. Please just let me go." She cries as I open the trunk. "No! No! Please, no! Please!" She screams as I shove her in and shut it.