𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 || 𝐜𝐦𝐛

46

third person

after the little bash on instagram serenity decided to take a break from the app. to get her mind in the right place to do her music. which she has done a few months. and that's horrible. serenity's plan to do an EP has slowly began to be a memory. all because of a boy. "serenity you ok?" sadie asks, opening her bedroom door.

"no." sadie comes into her room and sits on the edge of serenity's bed. "what's up?" serenity let's out long, and shaky sigh. "i fucked up. i went back to him. sadie." sadie only shakes her head. she doesn't know what to say.

for the next two hours serenity explained to sadie, about corbyn, and how she feels to be back with him. for the most part she cries, and is in pain. "serenity i think you shouldn't be with him, if you don't want to feel this way." sadie explains, handing serenity her second box of tissues.
"i..i..i just want to feel loved."

"i know, but if corbyn doesn't want to admit to having sex with her then leave him. if he doesn't feel like he is ready don't put it on him, ren you need to focus on you too. not just a boy." sadie points out, picking up serenity's phone. "but..but-" sadie hands her the phone and nods her head.
"fine."

serenity dials a number, not corbyn's but zach's. he answers almost immediately. "serenity? it's ten o'clock at night what's wrong?" they ask. "i need help zach. i..can you meet me outside of my apartment?" he whispers a yes, and so the call is ended. "who is coming?"

"zach."

"why zach? he isn't your boyfriend? serenity you need to talk to corbyn. zach isn't going to get you help." serenity rolls her eyes as gets up to leave her room. "but he cares sadie."

within minutes zach pulls up to her apartment, and runs to her to comfort the broken girl. "ren what's wrong? is it corbyn? is it me?" she shakes her head in his shoulder. "it's corbyn."
"what did he do?"

"i don't feel we are meant for each other. i don't know what i should do. i feel that i should come to you." she lifts her head up, to see zach's glossy eyes. "he loves you serenity. i have never seen him in so much love as he is in right now with you." zach tells the girl, handing her his phone.
"what is happening?"

"i'm calling him."

the phone rings twice until a familiar voice answers. "zach what's up bro?" corbyn asks, zach puts the phone on speaker. "i'm with ren, please come up. she has something to say." zach states, looking at the girl, who has been crying again. "tell her i will be there in five."

the phone call ends and it leaves serenity speechless. "why did you do that you dickwad?" she asks zach angrily. "serenity i'm helping you. you said you needed help, so i am helping. he is your boyfriend, it's better if you explain to him." she rolls her eyes, clenching her fists together. "go to hell zach."

she storms back into the apartment, and slams her bedroom door. the girl is mad, like she could kill zach. but serenity never said how zach could help her, so technically it's still right to do. she can't see that yet.

serenity hears the door open, then close again. then she hears voices. then silence, following that she hears footsteps, and stop at her door.
"serenity?" a familiar voice says, knocking on the thing separating him to her. "leave corbyn."

"i'm not leaving until you tell me what's wrong."

serenity sighs, and gets up. she walks towards the door, but as soon as she touches the door handle her hand retracts. "i can't." she whispers.
"serenity it's easy, just turn the nob and unlock it."
"no."

corbyn sighs, shaking his head. "please." serenity temptingly opens the door, and sees corbyn. with a concerned look on his face. "what's wrong babes?" serenity doesn't hold in the tears, corbyn reaches out his arms but she doesn't walk into them. "serenity?"
"corbyn i'm sorry."

"sorry for what? serenity talk to me." he says, brushing away some of tears that have fallen down on her cheeks. "i don't think we should be together corbyn." she lets out, slowly backing away from the boy. "w..what?"

"i don't think we should be together anymore."

"did i hear that right? why serenity?" corbyn shuts the door behind him. "corbyn i just don't think we are made for each other. i know i know, we made up and forgave but i don't know about this. i'm scared." the girl states, hitting the wall. which scares her.

"serenity i've been scared the first time i laid eyes on you, and i will be. but why do you think we aren't made for each other?" he asks, sitting across the girl. "i..i don't know."

five minutes of silence goes by, and it leaves serenity to think of what she is going to say to the boy. she takes a deep breath, as she walks to her closet. she takes out his hoodie.

"corbyn, we were both in the wrong. and i think right now i am not in the best place to put in relationship. i promise when i have the right mindset, i will call you. right now i don't feel you are the one. i'm sorry." she hands him the hoodie and walks to her.

she opens it and motions him to leave, he looks at the hoodie then back at her. he sighs and walks towards the open door. "my love for you will never leave me heart ren." she shakes her head and he leaves. "i love you." she whispers, as he opens the front door and leaves her.

she shuts the door and sighs once more. she just let someone who truly loved and cared about walk out of her life. she doesn't have any more tears left to cry, not even grande can help her.

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[a/n]
this is definitely not how i imagined this to go...well i think loved will be ending at chapter 50.

don't get sad, i will make a sequel. possibly a QnA? thanks for reading <3
notes: edited on 4/23/21