Hunter HouseHold/ January 3rd, 2013/ 9:14 P.M/
[Nicole POV]
I kept feeling it thrusting it in me. I screamed and gasped loudly. I lost my virginity to Jaquaves, I didn't think I was going to lose it like this. Sooner or later I was going to start bleeding . As if on cue, I started to bleed.
Jaq: b*tch! Why you bleeding?
Me: Jaquaves why are you doing this?
Jaq: I have my fu**ing reasons.
Me: you fu**ing man whore!
Jaq: your the whore.
Me: ugh, leave!
Jaq: iight, damn *left*
He left and I say there crying, crying, and crying. I then got up and I couldn't walk. My legs hurt. A lot. I took a shower and put on my pajamas and lay down. I still felt hot tears running down my cheeks. I felt awful, useless, dirty, and slutty. I know I'm not a slut but I felt like one. I know, I'm 16 and still haven't lost it.....why would I want to? I never wanted to and now I lost it. I silently cried myself to sleep.
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I woke up the next morning. I did my hygiene, I put on some grey sweat pants, a bright red tank top, some slides with grey socks, grabbed my key and pocket book and book bag, and walked out the door.
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When I got to school the girls were whispering and talking about me and the boys were saying. "Ey Nicole when you gonna let me tap that? Now that your not a virgin!" Wait what? Oh no. They found out I lost it. Then Jacqueline came up to me.
Jac: hey Nicole! I heard you have Jaquaves the goods last night.
Me: wh-what are you talking about?
Jac: I'm talking about you and Jaquaves 69.
Me: how.....
Jac: *lifted up phone and pressed play.*
There before my eyes I saw Jaquaves pop up on the screen and said "iight like y'all requested I'm going to take away Nicole's precious gift." Then he opened my front door with the key I had given not too long ago. He went through my living room, hall way, stairs, and then into my room. then i came into the screen with my towel on and the he grabbed my waist and I said "what's going on?" then he said "hello my princess" and then my naked body came onto the screen and then he recorded the whole scene of him raping me. But since I was gasping and screaming it seemed like I was enjoying it and he cut off the part with me and him arguing and me bleeding. *jacqueline went back to her home screen*
Jac: I see you had fun.
Me: I didn't enjoy it!
Jac: please, we could tell, the way you were screaming *laughed and walked off*
I stood there speechless as I was humiliated by the whole school, everywhere I went instead of getting hey's, hi's, what up's, and hey shawty I got pointing and laughing now I really look like a hoe. I went into dance class and the girls were there. Tamara gave me a dirty look and walked out. Aaliyah coughed and said slut and left. Darcy gave me a slight smile and opened her mouth to talk.
Dede: don't worry about them their just mad just like everybody else in this school about you and Jaquaves getting it in.
Me: *sigh* I didn't enjoy it
Dede: that's not what the video showed.
Me: he cut off a part of that night
Dede: what part?
Me: of me bleeding
Dede: why?
Me: we ain't do it for enjoyment.....
Dede: then for what?
Me: he raped me.
Dede: what?!?
[Chresanto POV]
I kept hearing Nicole's loud gasps beside me. Why? Everybody was replaying over and over her sxx night and it was getting annoying. And I felt bad. She slept with him AFTER I had left. About 10 minutes after. It had the time in the video. I've watched the video and Nicole had a sexy ass body. And she lost it to him. I liked her and I doubt she'll ever want me. She walked in....no, not Nicole. It was Jacqueline. This girl is sexy too. She smiled and winked at me and sat beside me.
Me: hey Jackie.
Jacqueline: hey Chres,
Me: so what's up?
Jacqueline: *rubbed on his you know what*
Me: what...
Jacqueline: what's up? Apparently your pants.
I looked down and saw my pants had rose. Sh^t. She laughed as I covered myself up.
Jacqueline: it's okay Chres
Me: sorry
Jacqueline: it's cool.
Me: so do you wanna hang later?
Jacqueline: sure, Chres
I smiled as we both turned to the teacher. Maybe it's time to move on.
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A/N
ONE WORD
WOW.
Bye, I'm tired.
~Kira❤You
