I get in the parking lot. I run into Meredith. "Crap." She says trying to run off. "Crap?" I say confused. "Yes i'm late." She says. "No your avoiding me."I yell as she speeds away. What's happening. "Yes but also i'm late." She says as i catch up. "Let's talk about this" I suggested as i'm very confused on what's happening. "No Bailey saw us i'm screwed." Well she has a point. But she's not screwed. we talk about not that. As we're about to get on the elevator "Crap." She says again walking towards the stairs. Elevators aren't the best in this hospital. I get it. I head down to my patient. Mr.Levangie. "63, admitted for pain meds for dyskinesia. Stable since last night and responding well the the bolus injections." George says. We exit. I am with Bailey in the elevator. "Miranda." I say as i feel her staring at me. " yeah you think your charming in that talent if neurotic overly moused hair sort of way. Good for you. But if you think i will stand back and watch while you favor Meredith Grey-" She says. "I'm not favoring her. she's good." She exits the elevator. I'm not lying. Meredith Grey is one of the most talented interns i've ever seen. I go down the my tumor. Years worth of growth tumor. it's crazy. "It's infiltrated her spine in three spaces." I say to Burke. "Let's start there it'll take 3/4 hours just to fix that." Burke disagrees. Of course he does. He always has an opinion. He can't just start where someone else says. "Yall ty ink she really wants to live" Bailey says. "Come on shes house bound with a year old tumor on top of her. she doesn't even seem scared." She finished. I tell bailey mortality percentage. We're trying. I'm gonna operate. My way. Meredith calls me. "Is Mr.Levangie a good candidate for DBS?" She asked. I thought i said this to him. "Yes but he's not interested." I say. Bailey behind her. Watching me i have to send her away. So i do. I discard her request even though i agree. Bailey looks at me. "You know they call you the Natzi" I say to Bailey. She looks at me. "So i've heard." She walks away. I paged Meredith to help discuss with Mr.Levangie. He's resisting. His daughter is so nervous it's sad. Until. Meredith informs me that he's changed his mind. We're doing the surgery. Now. Successful. Meredith gives me a look. She seems proud of me. I smile. She speaks to me about how i treated her earlier with Bailey. I get paged. "Don't let me keep you. She says. I smile. "You did great work in there today." I say walking. We begin the tumor surgery. Somethings wrong. Pressures dropping. I know Meredith is watching. Flatline. Time of death 11:42. i thought we could do it. Down the hall i see Mr.Levangie. Walking with his daughter. Something went well. Meredith is at my car. "i know this place. There's an amazing view over the fairy boats." She smiles. I open the door for her. She smiles. and off we go. she's so amazing.
