chapter 33

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y/n's pov
while josh was with my friends i spent some time with my mom, i felt like i haven't seen her in forever, this girls day was definitely needed, she talked to me about her work; once my father passed she got a job as a secretary, which she loves, she's always been really organized, she also shared that she's thinking of getting a dog, i convinced her that a golden retriever would be perfect. right now i'm lying in bed about to drift off to sleep, but before i could, i felt a body next to mine, i knew it was josh, he kissed my forehead and cuddled next to me
y/n- tomorrow
i hoped he understood what i was referring to
josh- ok
but luckily he did, i turned around hugging him, the fear eating me up inside
y/n- how was it
josh- good
y/n-good
my eye lids felt heavy and i drifted off to sleep
dream
mom-WHAT
y/n- mom please don't yell
mom- you got her pregnant???
josh-not intentionally
mom- i can't believe this
y/n- mom...
mom- no i am not your mom anymore
y/n- what?
mom- you don't get the right to call me that now
josh- it's not like we did this on purpose
mom- don't even get me started on you, you are a horrible person, everyone was right about you, you know what...get out
y/n- what mom i'm your daughter
mom- not anymore, get out
woke up
i woke up crying and josh trying to calm me down
josh- it's ok, it's ok, it was just a dream
i dove into his chest trying to calm myself down, eventually i stopped
y/n- i can't do this
josh- yes you can i promise
y/n- no you don't understand i have dreams of what will happen and it happens , like when i came back to hell i had a dream about our conversation and ... and when i first fell
josh- wait what
y/n- yeah, um it's pretty weird
josh- could you always do that?
y/n-no...it started when i meet you
josh- woah.....then don't let it happen that way, rewrite the story
y/n- i don't-
josh- yes you can, you just got to 𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓿𝓮
i laughed and threw a pillow at him
we both got up and walked down stairs and saw my mom making coffee
mom-good morning honey
y/n- hi mom
mom- you ok sweetie? you look a little pink
y/n- yeah i'm fine, i hope it's ok we might go back tonight
mom-oh yeah sure, i'm glad you stayed for a little
y/n- me too
we heard the door bell and charli walked in
y/n- sure come on in
charli- thanks
she sat down next to me taking a bite out of some toast
charli- good morning
y/n- is it ok if we leave tonight
charli- that's fine, we were going to go to the movies today you wanna come
i looked at josh and he shrugged his shoulders
y/n- sure
charli- ok good, i love our friends but i can't deal with their positivity all alone
we laughed at charlis comment
y/n- i should probably go get changed
i hurried up stairs and got in the shower, mid way through washing my hair i opened the shower curtain and threw up in the toilet, i wiped my mouth and sat down on the floor of the shower, crying, after i cought my breath i got up and finished, once i was done i slipped on josh's clothes and brushed my teeth, i then saw josh walk in and brush his teeth. when he was done he gave me a big hug, i low key needed it.
josh- hey
y/n- hi
josh- hello
y/n- hola
josh- Bonjour
y/n- ok i'm done
he laughed and we walked downstairs
y/n- hey mom, maybe when we get back you,josh and i can go to lunch
mom- i'd love that
i smiled at her and we all
walked out, we all walked to the movies, after we got there we waited for everyone else
josh- what movie are we watching?
charli- some human series but we're watching the first one
y/n- what's it called?
charli- harry potter and the something something
josh- what's it about?
charli- like i know? avani picked it
josh-oh
charli- did anyone else think it was weird when she was supportive when you told them about your pregnancy when like 3 hours before she was hitting on josh
y/n- wait what? she hit on josh?
charli- i really need to shut my mouth
josh- you think?, it's not a big deal y/n
y/n- yes it is, it was fine when it was payton but with you now?
josh- this is why i didn't tell you, i don't want you stressed out
y/n- i have the right to know if she's going to try and steal you
charli- y/n...you shouldn't be worried if  you have heard the conversation they had, trust me nothing happened
josh-it was hilarious wasn't it
charli- i was so close to kicking her ass
josh- yeah sure
i laughed
charli- speak of the devil herself
josh- don't call her that... she's worse than me
we got quite when they walked to us, everyone but payton, honestly i'm kinda glad, i don't need his negativity anymore. anthony "dabbed" up josh, what ever happened to high fives and hand shakes?
dixie- hi y/n
y/n- hey
charli- just to let you guys know we are leaving tonight
dixie- you guys better visit once the baby is born
y/n- of course
we walked in the Theater and bought our tickets. me and josh were waiting for our popcorn
y/n- i'm nervous for tonight, should we just wait till the baby is born
josh- y/n....remember, you can easily change the future, but not the past, you got this
y/n- when did you get so poetic
josh- came to me in a dream
we started laughing and then got our popcorn, josh got a soda but i got water, we then walked to our seats

remember, you can easily change the future, but not the past, you got this y/n- when did you get so poeticjosh- came to me in a dream we started laughing and then got our popcorn, josh got a soda but i got water, we then walked to our seats

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*that's where everyone sat while watching the movie*

hello beautiful people
low key forgot about my stories
i was to busy reading about draco
I have a problem
i'm obsessed with hp
any way....
hope you all had a good christmas and new years ( if you celebrate)

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