Love me back | A dohoon fanfiction

°Chapter : 9°

Jihoon kept thinking about how he randomly kissed doyoung on the cheek. He had no idea why he did it. He just knew it was on impulse. But he also kept thinking about doyoung's reaction.

Jihoon: his reaction was so cute though....

He was scrolling his phone when that thought popped into his head, as he laid on his bed in his room.

Jihoon: wait why the fuck did I think that-  (A/N: cause you love him, you dumbfuck. When you finna realize *sigh*)

Jihoon cleared his throat as he decided to read a manga that showed up in an advertisement on instagram.

Jihoon: hmm what's this...?

He started reading it...to find out it was a yaoi, boys' love manga.

He didn't stop reading, though. Because it only kept getting more interesting.

Finally he came across a kiss scene.

Jihoon: Yes! Finally they kissed!

As he progressed, however, the kiss scene only got more severe.

Jihoon: oh my-

It stopped before things got...too messy.

Jihoon: phew...

As he continued reading, jihoon realized something. He kept thinking of doyoung as he read it. He kept thinking of HIMSELF with doyoung, as he read it. As if they were the couple in the manga.

Jihoon slapped himself.

Jihoon: JIHOON WHAT THE FUCK?! JIHOON YO THATS SOME FUCKED UP SHIT!!! HOW COULD YOU? AND DOYOUNG? SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME.

Jihoon shook his head in disbelief and decided to take a nap to get rid of those weird thoughts.

Jihoon opened his eyes to find a familiar silhouette outlined by the coming in from outside the room, looking at him.

Jihoon: doyoung..?

Doyoung: hyung...

Jihoon: what's wrong?

Doyoung approached jihoon faster, before attacking jihoon's lips in a needy manner, leaving jihoon shocked.

Jihoon: ARGH!

He woke up and he realized. Doyoung was on his mind. All the time. Even in his dreams. And this wasn't normal.

Jihoon got up and decided to go wash his face.

Jihoon: what's wrong with me? Why would I...

Doyoung: oh you're awake, hyung!

Doyoung walked into the toilet that jihoon was washing his face in.

Jihoon: What are you doing?!

Doyoung: I-I need the towels...

Jihoon: yeah well don't just b-barge in!

Doyoung: you left the door open, though. And this is normal. Why are you overreacting?

Jihoon realized that due to the amount of time he knew hyunsuk and doyoung, this was completely normal. It was even more normalized when they started living together.

Jihoon: why did I overreact...and why can't I look at doyoung in the same way anymore...

Doyoung: oh well. Hyung, once you're done come downstairs. I tested a new recipe and I want you to try it.

Jihoon: y-yeah sure...

Doyoung left jihoon alone, who was still very baffled at how hay-way his thoughts were going.

Jihoon washed his face and came downstairs.

Jihoon: why is it so c-c-cold...

Jihoon shivered as he kept his hands in his pockets.

Doyoung: haha so cute~

Jihoon was sure he felt his face heat up.

Doyoung: why is your face becoming red if it's cold...

Doyoung asked that, but deep inside there was a voice telling him jihoon was blushing. Because of his compliment.

Jihoon: I-its cause of the heat from that dish...whatever you're making.

Doyoung: ah, this! I made a new pasta recipe with mayonnaise! I want you to be the first one to try!

Jihoon's heart skipped a beat at doyoung's puppy-like excited expression and his words that made jihoon feel like he was special to doyoung.

Jihoon: sure...

Doyoung: you're feeling cold though...its okay! I have a way!

Jihoon looked confused.

Doyoung held the spoon with the pasta and brought it closer to jihoon's lips, as he held his other hand a couple centimetres below the spoon.

Jihoon: ...

Jihoon: what are you doing?

Doyoung: feeding you!

It was a small gesture. And one that had been done by doyoung multiple times in the past. Yet it got jihoon worked up, as he blushed a more intense shade of red.

He averted his gaze from doyoung's face as he shyly took a bite.

Doyoung: how is it?

Jihoon: I-its good...