The Best Friend (A Fred Weasley Fanfic)

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Y/n sat in her bedroom all alone, staring at the wall, the wall was dark with nothing on it. Y/n felt cold, and her body was in pain, but numb. She had been staring at the wall for what felt like hours, which it had been. She couldnt stand the sounds of silence, the ringing so loud it felt like she were going insane. She wanted to do something to ease her mind but she couldnt move. It was too much work for her to even look away from the spot on her wall. She had felt this way before, but in this scenario it drove her mad. She sat in her bed, her legs straight ahead of her, the blanket pulled over her thighs, and her torso out. She sat there with her fingers intertwined, she sat up against the headboard. Her room had been cleaned due to Fred, and her mirror had been faced against the wall. There was a silent knock on her door, but she didnt hear it. George and Ron stuck their head in, looking around the room to find Y/n. She had almost looked invisible, she were like a statue blending into her room.

"Y/n?" Ron asked quietly.

Y/n had been in a trance, ignoring the sounds and staring at the blank wall. She stayed still, and didnt even bother to look in the direction the voice came from.

"Hey Y/n." George walked into the room with Ron and pasted on a fake smile, Fred, Ron, Hermione, Harry, Ginny, and him were all very depressed about everything the day had given.

Ron walked passed George and came to Y/ns side, sitting next to her. George followed his brothers lead and did the same on her other side. George had some flowers in a vase and put them on her nightstand. Ron had a teddy bear for her, and held it, as he didnt want to disturb her. She had been through a very depressing day. The boys sat there in silence for a moment before looking over to where Y/n were staring. It broke Georges heart to see her like this, she had always had some type of energy in her, but now it had been lost. She looked like she would never be the same again, she looked like she were going to be lifeless forever.

"Y/n, we brought you some flowers, and a teddy bear. We thought it would make you feel better." George said as he looked back at Y/n, breaking the silence.

Y/n finally broke out of her trance and looked at George, to which he smiled. She looked back at Ron, looking back and forth at the two. She hugged Ron first, then George.

"Hey, some people want to come in here later to see how you're doing. We told them that we would ask if they could. If thats alright?" Ron told Y/n as she looked down at her hands.

"Maybe not today, I dont want a bunch of people in my dorm right now. I just need to rest. Sorry." Y/n looked back at Ron and George, "I hope you understand."

George and Ron nodded silently, and began to get up, We should get going. We got some classes to attend. We're so sorry love." George looked down at Y/n and smiled, hoping it were okay.

Y/n nodded and smiled, she watched as the two boys gave their goodbyes and left. She sighed and continued to stare at the wall. 

"Why would I ever do that? How could I be so stupid! Ive let everyone down. Everyone hates me. Im such a sad. I think Fred actually wanted the baby. I cant believe that I tried to kill myself. And while in the process, I killed my baby. Fred hates me. I hate myself. George is so disappointed in me. I shouldnt have tried to do that. Thank god for Neville. Why am I such a disappointment?" Y/n thought to herself.

Y/n soon passed out, falling asleep alone. Nightmares filled her dreams as she slept, thinking of everything that had happened. She got shivers down her spine, her dream made everything even more terrifying. She bursted awake, covered in guilt. She had fallen asleep alone, but woke up with another beside her. Fred poked his head up and calmed Y/n down. They werent dating, but it felt like they were based on how they treated each other. He sat up, and Y/n rested her head on his shoulder.

"Im so sorry." Y/n said, the moonlight shining on her face. 

"You have nothing to apologize for Y/n. You were going through a tough time, that shit can tear you apart, you have lived in that your entire life. Your a fighter, but it was too strong." Fred did his classic kiss on the head.

He moved down so that he had been laying down. Y/n slid down with him, his arm went around her waist, and his body shaped around hers. He kissed her neck, her hand came to his hand. They cuddled in silence, and soon drifted into a deep sleep.

*A week later*

Y/n had been walking to Herbology when she had been stopped by Pansy.

"Move it, killer!" Pansy said as she shoved into Y/n, looking back at her to make her comment.

Y/n looked at Pansy and dropped her things as she walked up to her. Without thinking twice, Y/n punched her in the face. As Pansy fell to the ground from the surprisingly strong force, Y/n climbed on top of her and grabbed her collar, punching her continuously. Pansy had tried her best to get Y/n off of her but it was no use. With each punch Y/n had thrown an insult at Pansy, until she felt two arms come around her waist and drag her up. Y/n squirmed as she tried to get back to Pansy, the arms tightened and she looked back to see Harry standing there, holding her back from Pansy.

"Let go of me Harry! Let me at 'er!" Y/n exclaimed as she tried to loosen Harrys grip.

Pansy got up, her face bloody and bruised, and ran away. As Pansy were far away so that Y/n couldnt get her, Harry let her go. Y/n was out of breath, same as Harry.

"What did she say? I mean, she got what she deserved, but what happened?" Harry looked at Y/n in confusion and exhaustion.

"Shes just a fuckin bitch, always insulting people, calling them mudbloods. Shes lucky you pulled me off of her, I couldve broken her nose, or her jaw, or any part of her face! I fuckin hate her." Y/n grabbed her things and looked at Harry, "Never pull me off of someone unless Im about to kill 'em."

Harry gulped and nodded. Y/n and Harry walked to Herbology together and attended class. Y/ns blood was pumping furiously, her skin was boiling from the massive blood movement. Y/n had been so raged by what Pansy had said, she wanted to throw a brick at her face to calm her nerves.

After Herbology had ended, Y/n walked to her dorm. As she walked through the door she felt a cold breeze. She set her things down at her desk, and plopped down on her bed, like she always did. She tilted her head up and leaned herself upwards, propping herself up on her elbows. She immediately saw the blank wall, she stood up quickly and began to find things around her room she could hang up. As she nailed things up on her wall, Fred and George walked into her dorm. Y/n hadnt even seen them enter, she was so focused on the wall that everything else went away.

"What are you doing love?" Fred asked her as she walked back and forth.

Y/n nearly jumped out of her socks by the unsuspecting voice, "Oh my god, Fred! God, you scared the shit out of me!" Y/n said as she clutched her hand over her chest.

"Yeah, what are you doing?" George butted in.

"Im sick of the blank wall. It makes me sick!" Y/n said as she looked at the wall and then back at the twins.

Without saying anything they joined in, taking the hammer and nails, and nailing things u on the wall. Y/n gathered pictures for them to hang up, and by no time the wall had been filled with happy moments of her and her friends. George. Fred, and Y/n stood back and looked at the wall. They stood side by side and put their arms around each other, smiling. Fred leaned his head oer to rest on Y/ns, and George did the same.

"We're always here for you, y'know?" Georges words were kind and warm.

Y/n smiled, "I know, and Ill always be there for you. You're my boys, its what I do." Y/n smiled and sighed, she felt loved and cared for. It was something different.