Taking the devils hand || hawks x reader x dabi

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ALL KIND OF THOUGHTS were filling her mind as she walked back home. Everything seemed like a stupid fantasy dream for the girl who just a year ago had her life together. It still didn't seem like her life, it was like this whole other persona that got her into this place and started doing all these things that scared her to death.
    Having these quirks, that were not even hers, made her nothing more than a simple experiment for a mad man. Her body was not made to support such quirks, her skin was burning each time she used the flames and her back was hurting from the weight of her wings.
    And the fact that these quirks were actually coming from the two men she actually ever felt any sort of emotion towards, it made her feel weird. It was almost like destiny or a cruel curse that fell upon her.
    Speaking of the two men, there was something in her heart that was not sitting right with any of this. Y/N could almost tell that it was love, but how could she love two men? And besides that, she didn't know enough about them to call it love, but she chose to do so.
    Dabi was a villain, she was very much aware of that by now. All the files with wanted people that sat so conveniently on Hawks desk were enough to draw her attention. She knew that he was part of the league and that he had no other intention than destroying the hero society. For all she knew he could be using her to get to Hawks since he's the number two pro hero. But something about their time together told her it was not exactly that way.
    Each time they met they had sex, and it was the best, better than anything she had ever experienced. It made her feel alive at another level, but that was it. Because each time she woke up she sat alone in a cold bed and a room with his scent. Cigarettes, cologne, and burnt flesh. Almost like any kind of bar that you had downtown. Despite that she loved it, she thought it was somehow addicting, but she could live without it, after all there was another scent she felt like getting high on.
    Hawks smelled like that one expensive perfume she always dreamed of getting her boyfriend on Christmas day. And maybe a little bit of outside, but that outside only gave him his amazing smell that drove the (h/c) haired woman insane.
     He had always been a flirt, ever since the first weeks of her working in his office. But only last night she gave in and had sex with him. Something that made her feel different than when she was with Dabi. She felt cared for and for a moment it almost felt like she made love.
     There was no doubt that Hawks made her feel secure and drew her to trust him, even if there was so little of him that she knew. There was something about this mystery of him that made her want to know more. He was understanding and patient with her, he was the best the world could give her. But how much time did he really have to give to her? How much could he really give her?
    Dabi was not the one to show or at least try to show his emotions. He wanted to control her, to have her for him and only him. And she loved how much he wanted her to be his, but his controlling behaviour was something so toxic that could intoxicate her and eventually kill her. But it was thrilling, so thrilling that she had to give in. But how much was she willing to give in? How much could he poison her until she's dead? How much did she have to sacrifice for his love?
    How much time did she have until she must choose between the two? How much time is there for her to choose a love that will only turn her into Icarus? The man who flew so close to the sun that it burned him.

   
     She turned the knob to her front door, stepping inside her apartment. As soon as she got inside she smelt the same scent that sent shivers down her spine each time. Burnt flesh and cologne.

"Dabi? Are you here?" she asked looking around her apartment

   There he was, on top of her bed, smoking with no open window. Her room was devastated and her sheets were burnt along with most of the things in her room. His blue eyes met her (e/c) ones and for a moment they seemed surprised at the sight of her with full wings that she tried so hard to drag along.

"You're home doll. I've been waiting for you"

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I can't upload the end of chapter pic and it's making me so angry cause idk why....

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