Moka Pot

BBQ night

[Suzue's Pov]

The thought of being with someone can be so beautiful, it's unbelievable almost. How just a person make you feels things even though you might've known them for not too long is confusing. The way that specific person can make you feel so calm is immaculate.

It doesn't necessarily has to be an attraction towards that person. Admiration, idolization even friendship can also make you feel that way. But for my case I'm not quite sure which of these am I feeling.

For me that person's Matsun. Although we haven't known each other for long, but the way he makes me forget about the world and makes me focus just on him and I, is something I'll never understand.

The only thing I want to understand while I'm with him is that I'm happy and feeling myself to the fullest. He brings the best out of me while exploring parts of me that I never knew existed myself. And the way he makes me feel so at home even without doing anything is something not everyone can do.

My wants and desires to be with him grows even more with every single thing he does. The way he expresses himself while he's with me and makes me express myself while I'm with him, is something I feel comfortable with and if possible, I don't ever want to let this go.

And so the way a single person can make you feel things, even though you haven't known then for too long is unbelievable almost.

Today is no exception. Just like every other time, right now as I'm with him, all those feelings have rushed to me making me feel things. Being with him makes me feel happy, excited yet nervous at the same time.

I never know what he's thinking. The way he hides every emotion of his behind that stern face of his is an ability I'd love to have. Right now as well, as we're making our way to wherever he's taking me, I still don't know what's on his mind.

Why did he dance with me when he could've easily done something else, why did he want to bring me somewhere alone when he could've hung out with the guys instead confuses me.

Even for Matsun, I'm someone he's known for just some times and yet he's so close and expressive with me like we've known each other for way longer than this. But one thing I know for sure is whenever I'm with him, none of these thoughts seem to bother me.

Matsun had proposed we go somewhere alone, just the two of us, after everyone's gone to their respective tents. And so here we are making our way to wherever he wanted to take me.

It's pretty late at night and the only lights that are making things visible are the moon and our flash lights. We're walking to a direction unknown to me. It's only the first day so we haven't explored much of this place.

"Where are you even taking me?!"

"You'll see!"

"Why do I feel like you'll take me to a hideaway, kill me and dump by body into the woods!?"

"And what if I do?!"

"Damn I gotta run then!!"

"Hm! But you aren't."

Saying so he looks at me with a sly smirk across that pretty face of his. It took me a minute to understand what he meant but soon I catch up to it and my heart thumps to it.

"Trust me!?"

He asks softly making my heart flip while I nod in reply being unable to speak with my cheeks all flushed. Matsun laughs a little to my shyness before speaking making me feel more shy.

"Let's go then. We're almost there."

"You've been here before?"

"Mhmm. During highschool we came here for summer camp."