Moka Pot

Stay over at Suzue's

[Matsukawa's Pov]

My first ever carnival with the one I adore. Things like this aren't my thing, but Suzue's got a charm to her, making me want to adore her every single second of the day.

The time I spend with her has become something super prescious for me. And the fact that Suzue doesn't mind and gave her consent is enough for me.

A few months ago, I never imagined of something like this to happen. But it's funny how the universe works.

It gave me Suzue. And I couldn't be happier. Suzue doesn't even know the power she holds upon me.

The way she makes me want nothing, no one but her is absurd almost. It's unlikely of me to feel this way but miraculously I am feeling this way towards her.

Like she said she wants to keep me all to herself is something similar to my wanting as well. Keeping Suzue all to myself, just the mere thought it makes my heart flutter.

Is this what you call 'love'? If this overwhelming feeling of mesmerization and adoration, this feeling of comfort and warmth towards a specific someone is called love, then I'm pretty sure I'm madly in love with this lady, Suzue Tsunade.

Even now that we're standing here with her beside me, her hand on my waist and mine on her shoulder, makes me feel numerous ways.

Thinking something so romantic and cliche like this isn't my thing. But this girl here made me think and feel this way. And I don't mind in the slightest way possible.

All these years I went to all those different carnivals and yet this one carnival, one night I don't want to end. How amusing!

Even though I've know her just for a short span of time, I couldn't care less about those type of things. Like Iwaizumi said about proposing to her on the last day of the carnivals, I kind off planned that before head actually.

The only thing stopping me is Suzue herself. I might be 'madly in love' with her, but I don't know her part of the story.

I don't know if Suzue and I are chasing after the same thing or is it just me. And this chain of negative thoughts never end.

If I continue this thinking, it'll keep going and going. And so I try not to get too negative about anything to be precise. Specially about this matter.

I want to claim her mine as soon as possible. I want to mark her up so everyone knows she's mine. I want to show off to the world one day that this beautiful lady here, is mine.

I just hope there'll be a day I get to have Suzue. I don't know what'll happen if she doesn't have the same thoughts as me and I don't wanna think about it anyways.

All I want is to be sure that there'll be a time one day that I'll have Suzue just to myself and none but myself only.

My chain of thought gets interrupted when Suzue almost jumps on my back trying to get my attention back.

"Matsun Matsun?! Earth to Matsun!?"

"Yes yes I'm listening."

"You know you've been zoning out a lot these days. Is everything alright!?"

"Have I? Everything's fine. Better to be exact."

"Sure?! You know you can talk to me bout it. Only if you want to I mean. You don't have to if you don't want to. But I think it's bett-"

"Relax. I know Suzue. I would've told you if something was wrong no!? Stop worrying okay?"

How do you expect me to say that the reason I'm zoning out is you yourself Suzue!?