That's it. Just fuck my life. Why am i still alive tbh? The amount of plans that I've made. It's almost been a year since I started this. On my best friends birthday. The only reason I didn't die in middle school. Bc she unknowingly talked me out of it. I love how even after that, multiple people saying that I was cutting, I me constantly talking about death and how I wish it'd hurry up, my mother still refused to believe that I was suicidal. Like what? The fuck? Now that kids, is how to properly take care of your child.
JUst let me die already goddamnit
Fuck if I know
