Highest ranking #1 in Abandoned 12/21/19
He was the love of her life.
He broke her heart and all their promises.
She had been painted as a 'whore.'
His girlfriend tormented her online.
He didn't defend her.
Two years later she's back and he's determ...
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In the end when he left me, none of it made any sense. He said it was a game, but what did he win?
He used to speak wonders of me to his friends. He fawned over me, because he said he'd never met a girl like me.
I was always good even after him. And it takes a hell of a lot to keep your soul intact after someone rips your heart out. So for a long time that question haunted me.
Until one day I realized something. I always assumed he won the game. But he never said that and finally I had an answer to that question.
If what we had was a game, I won.
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"Michelle," I practically screamed with glee when my best friend walked out of her house.
It's been a long time since I've seen her. Since I've even spoken to her. But I'm so happy to see her again. Although I wish the circumstances were different. This wasn't just a happy visit.
She needed legal help and that's what I'm here for.
"How have you been?" She asked, excitedly as we boarded the bus.
"Good, you?"
"Good, remember three years ago when we'd get on this bus and sneak away to the next town over."
"Yeah that used to be a lot of fun," emphasis on the 'used to', because now I dreaded visiting the next town over.
The town where Abel lives.
"So have you seen him?" She questioned, almost insensitively.
But I get it. In Michelle's mind he's just a guy who hurt me. A guy I should be over by now. I don't think she's ever felt this strongly about a person. Never enough to understand what I went through. No one understands what true love really is until they experience it. Even when you think you've experienced it before, you might be wrong.
True love isn't something you can describe. It makes you feel so out of control. They would have control over your body and your mind. Its crazy and as much as I believe in science and rational things, love is so irrational. It makes you stupid but you're okay with being stupid because it makes you so happy. It's when your brain and your heart unite for this person. Or when your brain shuts down and gives all the power to your heart. Like I said, it's not something that a person can describe. You'd be willing to die for them even if they hated you.
