Just Ten Million Seconds

Ten Million Seconds

“You know the facts about the names of the three of us?" asked Sarah.

My name is IF Sarah, IF stands for Albanian i forte which means strong

Your name is Andres H Cross, H stands for hurt. I know this fact from your family and I must try my best to get this information. You never told me your short name, why?

And ... her name is Desiana Triana Zoyer. Destroyer.

But I am the Destroyer.

As I prayed, God made me yours. I forget it used to be you are mine, too. Then it happened. You are not mine. You're hers, completely.”

Sarah straightened her hair in the wind. “I know my time is up, there is no more reason to stay when you say that you were married before, your wife came back and she is pregnant. I saw your face, I never saw you that happy. Even when we got married. Even when I say that I want to have many children with you, forever with you, love you. This confirms one thing, that I failed to make you happy. Never could. This whole thing isn't about me. Not about us. There was never me and you. It's always about her isn't it?

"Now it makes more sense why you refused to have a baby with me. Because you don't want to hurt her by having a child with me, just in case she's still alive. Sorry if you feel miserable while with me. Sorry if I hurt you. Sorry I can’t make you happy. There is something for you, for your baby with your wife."

Andres saw a picture of a land, then the land slowly turned into a building. Then the building was full with various colors, plants, trees, chairs and tables. At the end of the video in front of the building, there is the words "Dedicated For Andres’ Children”.
“I sold my baker and the money in the account you gave me I combined with the proceeds from my bakery sales. I've never used your money, Andres, but thank you. OK. I go. Thank you for the brief happiness you gave me. I love you, love you for trillions of reasons. Goodbye ... husband. "

Andres couldn't held it anymore. He screamed, his body limp and he fell to his knees. With his head down, Andres burst into tears. "I love you, IF. Not her, but you. I love you since the twentieth day I got to know you. I'm sorry I never said it, truly sorry. Please don't leave me."

"But I have to."

Sarah saw Andres secretly from the window of her room in the eastern Andres house - which she had been living in for two weeks without anyone known - with a broken heart left her room, the house, and Andres' life as well. Really go.

Sometimes life couldn't be damn perfect.

When bitterness comes into your life, believe that you will taste sweetest thing in the end. God does not promises that love always brings happiness, but He promises that people who are patient in loving will get happiness.

Patience is not about standing, patience is letting go.

Andres and Sarah just have ten million seconds together. And ten million seconds was over.

The END