33. losing myself

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Pie on your face, April fools lmaoo!

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Pie on your face, April fools lmaoo!

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It had barely been a week since both step brothers were caught. And since San's attitude towards Wooyoung had changed. But San did what he had to do. He couldn't afford to jeopardise his father's happiness.

Even if it meant at the cost of his own.

Besides, from the get go he was fully aware of the risks and how they couldn't possibly be involved like that. Especially not in public. Even if their parents had broken up there would still be that history which will forever be there. It would be very... awkward if people found out.

Perhaps this is for the best. Better to stop it before we get too deep...

But he knew that they were already in too deep. In the week that he'd been avoiding Wooyoung he'd also been thinking about him. Constantly.

He didn't want to admit it but he missed the younger alot. He missed talking to him. Kissing him. Holding him. Even if they did get on each other's nerves a lot there was an interesting dynamic between the both of them that was just hard to put into words. And impossible to replicate.

He was so busy thinking about Wooyoung he didn't realize that a waiter was trying to get his attention. "Excuse me" He says a bit loudly after several attempts of trying to calling out to the day dreaming male.

San blinks up at the tall waiter in mild confusion from the little booth he was seated in. "I was just wondering if you wanted a refill" He asks in a voice so silky yet rough, pushing his notepad in his apron pocket and pointing to San's almost empty glass of orange juice.

San shakes his head and waves him off. "No no, I'm good. Thank you" He forces a smile and the waiter returns it before awkwardly walking away to attend to another table. It looked like he wanted to stay and keep talking.

Though San will admit he is quite cute, something about his tall frame and round face was kind of attractive to him. But he wasn't ready to get involved with another person especially since he still trying to figure what exactly is going on with him and Wooyoung. No, it'll just complicate things. Well.. more than they already were.

He releases a long sigh and leans forward on the table, digging his face into his palm. Hongjoong had texted him earlier that day asking to meet him at some diner and now he's a no show. Just as he's about to pull out his phone and call the older, the door to the little diner then swings open along with the bell indicating that someone has just entered.

He looks up and spots Hongjoong making his way to him, a nervous smile on his lips. San looks back at him cautiously.

"Why are you so nervous?" San asks the second Hongjoong sits down across from him in the booth.

"I'm not" Hongjoong feigns innocence then looks around to try and catch the attention of a passing by waitress.

"You are. I've known you long enough to know when you're about to shit yourself from nerves. Does it have anything to do with that why we're here?" San props his head up on the table, finger drawing shapes on the cold glass cup in front of him.

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