Dad update:
He's not coming home for the holidays.
Normally, that isn't that surprising. However, he usually is able to make it for times like Christmas...even if he does have some sort of vendetta against Santa. I know, this seems like a cliche storyline, but I can feel my insides plummeting anyway. Gaz seemed to already know—she certainly didn't care.
At least, didn't show so.
God, what do I do? Stay upset about it? Sleep it off? Go to ZiM's every day? Spend every night there? Move in with him? Wear his clothes? Try to hang out with Gaz? Scream?
Screaming sounds good right about now.
However, I don't want to have the neighbors call the police. Again.
That plummeting feeling has turned into snowfall now; it's pretty cold and honestly if I move I might get wet. Uh, in an uncomfortable sense. With water. I'm making this really bad wait
ANYWAY.
The point is that I just wanna sleep. I don't feel like going to ZiM's today—I really don't. And I kinda don't wanna keep writing in this damn thing for today. So goodbye.
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Hi. Went to ZiM's.
Took me about 31 minutes and 46 seconds to break and go—he was expecting me. I'm really gonna be doing this every day, aren't I.
It was a pretty average day today; I'm not gonna take ZiM notes because I'm really not up to it, but yknow. I'll just say some stuff.
He was a bit better today, though still somewhat lazy. What's weird though is that, a couple times, he actually asked me if I was doing okay. He. Asked me. About. My current feelings. ZiM. Asked. Me. About. My. Feelings.
Multiple times.
Man, this Tallest thing has really gotten to him.
It was pretty nice though...but I didn't tell him anything. Why would I tell a villain my vulnerabilities?
He told me his.
God, shut up, reasonable me. I've had just about enough of you.
Anyway. No questions today. No notes. Only mood levels, since I guess that's important.
Goodnight.
DIB MEMBRANE MOOD LEVEL
MOTIVATION
⬛️🔳⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
ENERGY
🔳⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
POSITIVE EMOTION
⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
MAIN EMOTION
CRASH.
IRKEN ZiM MOOD LEVEL
MOTIVATION
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
ENERGY
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
POSITIVE EMOTION
⬛️⬛️⬛️⬛️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️⬜️
MAIN EMOTION
HE'S DOING BETTER, OKAY.
YOU ARE READING
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