The better one wins her

Christmas time

// snowfight //

Cap.5

Its my favourite time of the year. My classes just ended and i'm officially on holidays. Christmas holidays are my favourite.

We finished school earlier soo we had a snowfight. It was the coolest! There  were so many people. It was really funny.

I said goodbye to everyone so now i'm heading home. When i arrive i see lots of cars parked in the front of the house,  that can only mean one think. The futeball team is in there which sucks, because i have to be in the kitchen and they are problably in living room so i have to actually see them.

I open my door to found 7 guys in my couch. I know most of them, but i don't reconize one.

C: Brother, I'm home.
L: Living room.
C: Why ?
L: Need to say something to you?
C: So ?
L: Just came.
C: Ok.

I go to the living room and my brother stands up.

L: We have a new member on the team and i wanted to tell you
C: Is that all ?
L: No. Came to met him.
C: Do i really have to ?
L : Yes.

I stand in front of them, not really looking at them. A voice breaks my thoughts.

L: Clary.
C: Logan.
Liam: You two knew each other ?
L: Yeah
Liam: How ?
C: Is that a problem ?
L:No.
Liam: Of course.

Liam loooks at Logan like he wants to kill him.

Liam: Are you guys friends?
L: Yes.
C: Yeah.
Liam: Nothing more?
C: No.
Liam: Good.

He goes back to the couch. I start to go back when Logan touches my shoulder.

L: Is our friendship a problem for your brother ?
C: I don't know. Usually i don't get along with futeball players.
L: Is that so ?
C: Yeah.
L: They came to your house alot ?
C: Sometimes. As you know my brother is the captain of the futeball team, so once a weak, twice sometimes they came here to watch games or plan tatics for the game.
L: Ok. Look, i'm going back there but why don't you came here. Wang out with us for awhile?
C: No. Thanks maybe next time.
L: Ok. See you.

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In next few days i stay in my room the most of the times. My friends are out of the town ( except for Anna) so i only face chat with them.

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It's Christmas day, the most magic day of the year. I'm getting dressed in my Christmas clothes ( and that is a christmas sweater that my grandmother gave us every year and a jeans) and when i'm ready i'm going down stairs.

Down stairs i see my mother cooking and my brother is no where to be seen.

I ask my mom if she wants some help. She asks me if i can set the table for the three of us. When i was almost finishing, my brother came out of his room. He was angry. He isn't looking at me or mom, he seems lost on his toughts.

C: Hey. Is everything ok ?
L: It is now. - he says that hugging me .

When we finished everything we sat on the table. Liam was quiet which was unusual. He interrupted my conversation wuth mom.

L: He called me.
R: What ?
C: Who ?
L: Dad. He called me this morning.
R: And what he said ? - she says that smilling.
L: That he misses us. That he is out and that he wants his family.
R: Really ?
C: Really mom ?! After all the things that he did to us, that he did to you.
R: Maybe he changed.
L: Mom... clary is right.
R: Maybe we can do something. We need to ...
C: NO.

I'm really angry. I can not belive that she is actually thinking to talk to him.

C: I can't stand be in this room right now.
R: Clarissa, sit down.
C: No. I'm sick of this conversation. He is not my father. My father is still away.
L: Clary let's just...
C: I'm going to some other place to clear up my mind. Don't wait up.

I grab my coat and go for a walk. In about 20 minutes i'm infront of Anna's house.

Their parents are almost never home. Except for Christmas. I know is selfish of me, but right now i need my bestfriend. I rang at the bell. Christian opens the door.

CH: Hi Clary. Now is not the best time. Can you came back later? Our parents are here.
C: I need Anna.

I say that really slow

CH: Clary are you ok ?

He says that with a worried tone.

C: Yes. Just call Anna.

He yells.

CH: Anna. Someone at door for you.
A: Coming.

She cames from the kitchen to the door

A: Hi Clary. What's up?

I grab her and hug her. I start crying.

C: He called.
A: who ?
C: He.... he....he..
A: Why don't we walk you home and you can tell us what happened?
C: I can't. I had a fight with my mom.
A: Really ?
C: Yes.
A: That bad, hum?

I just nod

A: So, here is what we gonna do. Christian is with my parents right now in the living room, you are going to my bedroom. Sleep a bit. When my parents decide to go to bed, i will go to my room and if you want we will talk.
C: Deal.
A: Bye.
C: Hey. Please enjoy your Christmas with your parents. They are never home. I will be sleeping.
A: Ok, see you.

I go to her room and lay on one side of her bed. I take out my coat and shoes and lay down. I don't take long to fall asleep. I woke up in the middle of the night and, ooh no, not this again. I can't breath. Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale. Calm down. He Isn't here. You are going to figure it out.

He can't hurt you. Not anymore.

CH