The better one wins her

College party

// party //

Cap.12

Me and my brother are completly diferent in most things. But if there is something that we are totally oposts it's about partying. He loves and i hate. I just can't see what is soo funny about drinking, dancing, getting hight... things like that. But my brother, he loves. Since we started highschool he always goes to partys. He and his bestfriend love partys. I go sometimes because Anna likes. Dylan likes. Soo they always try to drag me to some party.

Anna asked me this morning in school if i wanted to go to this college party. I don't go to highschool partys soo why would i go to a college one? But them she convinced me to go with her. She told me it was dangerous for her to go on her own. My brother isn't home, he said he had some things to do and would be back before monday, and my mother is taking a double shift so she won't bother me.

Soo that means two things. 1. I have the house just for me and 2. I don't have any motives not to go to this party. Soo yeahhh( sarcasm).

Anna agread that we get ready at her place because that way ( her words not mines) she can make sure that i won't look like a clown. I will go walking because i still have time. We agreed meet at 5 at her house. The party starts at 8 but we plan be there at 9:30.

While i was walking i put my airpodes on with the music " Who i wanna be" from Meghan Trainor. While the music plays i catch myself thinking. How can Anna know about some college party? It has something to do with Christian?

When i get to her house she is already by the door waiting for me. We get in and go straight to her room soo we can get ready.

She makes her makeup and them she makes mine. Mine is lighter than hers.
She puts on a dress that suits every curve on her body. I decided to go with one of her skirt and crop. She said that for tonight i only could wear a dress or a skirt.

We will be catching a ride with some girls from our school. Dylan is also going to this party. He already knew about it before Anna. He is very excited about this. After all is a college party!

When we arrive there we can see lots of drunks teenagers, some of them are passed out in the frontward. We pass them to get to the party.

I spot Dylan near the drink's table soo i do a sign to Anne telling that i'm gonna go.

D: Hi.
C: Hi. Have you been here for awhile?
D:Nah. This party is being really nice.
C:Nice? I see someone has been drinking.
D: Just a few shots. And a couple of bears and...
C: You made my point.
D: Is the loverboy coming?
C:Loverboy? You mean Logan?
D: Who else?
C: No he isn't. I told him i was coming but he said that her parents needed to have one of those talks so he couldn't come.
D: That sucks. But you have me and we are going to party.
C: Not to wild.
D: i'm not promising anything.

We drink and dance for what feels like forever. I love Dylan because of this. Either drunk or sober he can make me have a good time.
We were refilling our drinks when i saw my nightmare. Christian.
Dylan immediately saw the panic in my eyes.
D: What's wrong?
C:He is here.
D:Who? Loverboy?
C:No. Christian.
D:Lord help me. Ok let's go.
C: No i can't stay away forever.
D: You sure?
C: Absolutly.

Christian interrompes our conversation from going farther.
CH: Can we talk?
C: Sure.

I turn to Dylan.

C: i text you first thing in the morning.
D: See you girl.

Me and Christian go for a walk. I don't want anyone telling Logan or Anna that we were talking or if things went wrong yelling.

CH: Hi.
C:Hi.
CH: I'm amazed to see you here.
C: What do you mean ?
CH: This is a college party. Highschool partys aren't your style so i assume college partys weren't either.
C: You don't know me that well.
CH: I know you. You are one of my bestfriends.
C: Really? You have a strange way to show it.
CH: I'm really sorry. I was beeing a jerk.
C: It wasn't just that. You acted like you didn't knew me. You know how much it hurts?
CH: I know how much. I'm sorry.
C: That isn't enough.
CH: Why?
C: You were one of my bestfriends. I lost you that day.
CH: You didn't. I'm right here.
C: I lost you. I lost the trust i had in you, the respect and the love i had for you. I realise that maybe we weren't supost to be good friends, after all you are my bestfriend's older brother. I don't know anyone that acted like us. Maybe is because i wasn't supost to be your friend. In the end i realise that maybe this friendship was a mistake.
CH: Don't say that. We were good togheter.
C: No. I liked back than, but now all i have are menories, sadness and angry.
CH: Angry?
C:Yeah. That i thought it would last forever.
CH: We still could.
C: Goodbye Christian.
CH: Clary... please. Don't.
C: I'm sorry it had to be this way.

With that i walk away from him walking to Dylan. It's only when we get to the car that i let the tears fall.

CHRISTIAN'S P.O.V.

I stand there watching her slowly walking to Dylan. It kills me every time that she walks away from me.
How can i never say the right thing. I always do something wrong. I just want her back. I miss her. Everything about her. And now she is gone and i have no idea what to do next.

CH