The better one wins her

New era

// Clary and Logan hanging out //

Cap.7

In the moment i get some courage i go down stairs. I talk to Anna and say that i have to go home. I don't tell her about what happened, right now i just want to be with someone that understands me and holds me while i'm crying so i don't break down. Than someone pops in my mind. Dylan. I need Dylan. School starts tomorrow so he must be home back from his Christmas holidays. I call him and he asks me to come to his house.

When i arrive there, he is at door waiting for me. We go to his room and sit on his bed. I put me head on his shoulder. Almost immediately i start crying.

D: What ever he did to you , he is going to regret. He doesn't deserve your tears.
C: Pain. It... hurts like hell.
D: Just relax. It's going to get better.
C: Promise?
D: Promise.

I stay there crying while he holds me.

D: We just want you to be ok.
C: We?
D: Yeah. Me and Anna.
C: i know she does, but whatever she wants or not she is involved in the reason why i'm crying. I know is not fair but neither is life.

We stay there for some time until it starts getting dark, soo i decide to go to my house. When i get there my brother is there with a worried face in our living room couch.

L: Where were you?
C: Sorry i didn't tell you something. Some stufs happened and i'm not feeling very well.
L: At least you were at same place safe ?
C: Yes. I was at Anna's.
L: Good. Next time this isn't going to end like this.
C: Ok.

I go to my room. I change into my pijama. It's weird think about today. I don't even know why i said what i did to him , and why was he that upset. Maybe it's because he sees me like other sister and he was worried . Well, he used to see. After today things are going to change. They have to.

I feel like i was deppending on him while he was out there partying i was here in my room crying because he wasn't mine. Right now i'm want to know if Logan likes me that way. Maybe he does but why would he? No stop. Stop right there, if he likes he likes, if he doesn't he does not. That's his lose. I think i do like him. He is kind and caring and sweet. Well, maybe .... no. If he asks me i'm gonna say yes. Maybe. Let's see.

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It's been a few days since everything happened. Me and Anna have been talking like always but ignoring the topic. We just don't go to her house anymore. I don't drive her home anymore and i'm spending a lot of time with Logan and the football team. I know. Ironic. Me and the football team getting along. Actually it's good. They make a lot of jokes and i have a great time with them. At lunch when we sit togheter some people keep staring at me, it's weird. But that's ok i don't really care about them. Today there is this party where some juniors, the seniors and some colege people go. We are going tonight .Yeah. This is new. A new era.

I dress something that i like. A blue stort jumpsuit. Anna is coming to. I invited her because she is always home. She needs to let lose a little.

Me and my brother are going to pick up Anna in our way to the party.
We get to her house and as soon as she gets in the car my brother starts talking to her. He changes the topic of the conversation. I wish he hasn't done that.

L: So how is Christian? I haven't seen him in awhile.
A: He is good. He is seeing this girl. I think they are going to date.

I can't belive that i heard that. He is seeing someone? I know it isn't really my business but isn't he even thinking that our friendship is over? I thought i was worth more. That he thought i worth more for him.

We get to the party. The place it's really crowd. It has really loud music.
Me and Anna dance for a little until some guy ask her to dance and he goes. I stay alone dancing until i see what i most feard. Christian. Christian and this girl.They are kissing. I have seen Christian kissing other girls but this one changed something inside me. That's it. If Logan asks me to go on a date with him i will not exite. I will say yes to that. I go outside to get some fresh air. I stand by myself until Logan pops right next to me.

L: Hi.
C: Hi.
L: Is something bothering you?
C: No. I'm fine.
L: If you say so. Look you want to go somewhere?
C: Don't you want to party?
L: Nah i prefere spend some more time with you.

I blush at his comment.

We go to his car and i text my brother telling that i'm with Logan and that he after we hang out he can give me a lift home.

We go to the beach. It's our beach. I like it here is kind of our spot. This past few days we have been coming here. I know it can sound cliche but i like to be here with him. Just him. Us.

We stay there looking to the sea. It's a really beautiful night.

L: It's a beautiful night today.
C: It really is.
L: But the company is more beautiful.

I blush.

C: I really like coming here.
L: I do to.
C: Especially the company.
L: I get what you mean.

We sit by the sand close to the sea.
We are in silence but is a confortable silence.

L: I know it sounds sudden but i would like to know you better soo.
Clary would you like to go on a date with me?

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