The better one wins her

We need some time apart

// Clary crying//

Cap.6

I woke up in a bedroom that isn't mine. It's Anna's. How did i end up here? In a moment, the memories from last night start to resurfe. My little fight with mom, my walk around the neighborhood and my nightmares. I see that Anna is still asleep besides me.

A: Girl stop being creepy. I know i'm gourgeus but sorry, i'm not into girls.
C: Whatever helps you sleep at night.
A: So what now ? Breakfast or talk first?
C: Breakfast first. I'm starving.

We go to the kitchen and see Christian already up.

CH: Feeling better?
C: Yeah. Thanks.

I say that with the sweet voice that i usually do when i talk to him.
We eat the breakfast in a confortable silent.

A: Are you ready to talk ?

CH: That's my clue to leave.

Christian leaves going to his room.

A: So what happened ?
C: My dad got out.
A: Really? Are you ok ?
C: My brother talked to him and didn't told me.
A: What about your mom ?
C: She things he may have changed.
A: Damn.
C: I know.
A: What are you going to do ?
C: I can't stay here forever. I have to go home.
A: Do you really ?
C: It's for the best. Liam keeps texting me , my mother texts me too. I need to go.
A: They are just horried.
C: I know.
A: If you need to came back here, you know that this house doors are always open for you. Any time you need.
C: I know.

I hug her , then pick up my stufs and went home. When i get there i went to my room. A few minutes later someone knocks on my door.

L: Are you ok ?
C: Better.
L: Good.
C: So, how is mom ?
L: Good. Look. About yesterday...
C: Let's just live in the past.
L: Ok.

We stay in my room watching a film. In the afternoon i go to Anna's, because i forgot my coat there.

When i got there Christian opens my door. He says Anna hasn't still came home. We go to the living room. Just because i'm trying to put some distance between us doesn't mean we can not hang out like old times. I am over him. Almost.

We hang out for awhile until Anna cames home.

A: Hi guys.
C//CH: Hi.
A: I'm feeling like watching a film. Are you guys in ?
C//CH: Sure.
A: Good. Christian can you grab us some snacks?
CH: Ok.

When he goes to the kitchen, to grab the snacks, Anna immediately jumps to the couch next to me.

A: Any news ?
C: About what ?
A: You know what I'm talking about. You and Logan.
C: What about me and Logan ?
A: Did he asked you out ?

I hear noises coming from behind me.

C: No.
A: But he is going to.
C: No Anna, he is not going to. He doesn't like me that way. He just talks to me because he is nice.
A: He keeps eye fucking you everytime he sees you. He wants you.
C: You are allucinating. He isn't even my friend. Well he is but...
A: Clary, he is going to ask you. What would you say when he does it ?
C: I don't know.

Christian interrops our conversation.

CH: Clary. My room. Now.

He goes to his room. Oh no. He heard Anna. He is up to something.

I go to his room and in the moment i enter there he shouts the door. This is going to end badly. I look at him. He looks really angry.

CH: Why him ?
C: Why not him ?!
CH: He doesn't deserve you!
C: And who does?
CH: No one in this world is good enough for you.
C: What are you expecting? That i would never be with someone.
CH: It's soon.
C: Soon ?
CH: To soon.
C: Christian, i'm going on a date with him and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it !
CH: So you are telling me that you want to acept his supposte offer ?
C: I am.
CH: So it's him ?
C: What?
CH: You heard me. It's him ?
C: What do you mean ?
CH: You are chosing him. You are chosing him over me, over our friendship.
C: No. What do you want?
CH: You need to chose. Me or him?
C: How can you ask me to do something like that ?
CH: You make me.
C: Him.
CH: WHAT!
C:HIM.
CH: Why ?!
C: He didn't asked me to chose between you and him.
CH: Clary...
C: Don't! I think we need some time apart.
CH: What are you talking about?
CH: You can't be serious. Time?
C: Ooh I'm dead serious. We need some time from all of this.
CH:What about our friendship?
C:If you were really my friend you should have been happy for me, that i'm not alone anymore.
CH: But you deserve better. You deserve more than just some stupid Football player. You used to hate those guys.
C:When i met him i didn't knew that he is a football player.
CH: But he will never love you. He doesn't want a relationship. Deep down you know you two will never gonna last. He is going to break your heart. That's what people like him do.
C: That's enough.
CH: Go, but our friendship is over. Don't you ever talk to me.
C: If that is what you want.
CH: It isn't a time or a break. I want to be over.
C: Over.
CH: Over.

We look at each other eyes for awhile. He looks really angry. I'm with my eyes full of tears. I took some courage and go to the door, i turn my back to him, open the door and left. I left leaving behind what i thought i would have forever. Him.

I go to Anna's room and lock the door. I sit there crying getting courage to go down stairs.

CH