The better one wins her

Unrequited love

// Logan //

Cap.16

It's been a few weeks since my birthday. All has been the same, except that now i came to school in my car sometimes. Other times i go home with Anna. But except it every thing has been normal.

I was going to my Maths class, which i'm late, when someone pushes me into the janitor's room. It was Logan. He was hugging me from behind.

C: Hey. What's this all about?
L: I want you to came with me somewhere after school. I want to show you something.
C: Something ? Why are you being this mysterious ?
L: It's a suprise. You love them.
C: Ok.

He wasn't letting me go.

C: So... can go now?
L: No.
C: Can you let me go ?
L: Still the same answer. No.
C: So what do you want?
L: This.

With that he turns me around and kisses me. Is not that i don't like him is just that i don't like his lips on my lips like i used to like in the beggin.

I push him away.

C: I need to go. See you in the end of the day. I take my car and you take yours.
L: If that's what you want.
C: Bye.

I walk out of that room and look at my watch. The class is almost finish anyway so i'm not going.

I go to the bleachers and sit there thinking. I like Logan. I do. But i feel like he isn't the one to me. He doesn't feel like i do for him, he doesn't know me like a boyfriend should know her girlfriends. He doesn't get me. He is not him. He is not Christian.

When the bell rings i go to Anna's classroom so we can hang out until the next class starts.

A: Hi girl.
C: Hi.
A: What's going on? Why are you with that look on your face.
C: It's nothing.
A: Now i know something happened. Talk to me.
C: Logan wants to talk.
A: Talk?
C: Yeah.
A: Did something happened?
C : i don't know.
A: Do you think he wants to break up?
C: I don't thing soo. He was kissing me before he said that we needed to talk.
A: You must be overreacting.
C: Yeah problably.

When the school day is over i go to my car to find Logan there.

L: I'm gonna go in my car. Follow it.
C: Ok.

He goes to his car and i get in mine.
I ride for like 15 minutes until we reach a beach. We get out of the cars.

L: Let's go.
He extends his hand and I take it soo we walk by the sea.

C: What do you needed to tell me?
L: Clary. I wanted to be special.

Special? What is he talking about?

L: Clary..... i love you.

I'm speachless. What am i supost to say? I don't love him. God. I don't love him and he loves me. Dear lord. What am i going to do ?

C: Logan i ..... i don't love you.
L: What?!

He stops walking.

L: Why?
C: I don't know.
L: Did i did something wrong?
C: No. I just can't lie to you. I don't love you.
L: So you were playing with me?
C: No. It wasn't that.
L: Then what is it? I love you and i did every thing for you. Why don't you love me back.
C: I just don't.
L: Why can't you? I'm not good enough?
C: Logan....
L: I'm done.

Done?

C: Done?
L: This is over Clary.

And with that he leaves and i stand there.

Why can't i love him back? It would be easier. Soo much easier. I walk awhile on the beach. Is not something he did. I just don't feel it. I wish i did.

LOGAN's P.O.V

I walk to my car and i get in.

What did i did? I was the best boyfriend i could be. Wasn't it enough? I know that she deserves the world and i know she can do better than me but why can't he love me.

I arrive at my house and go to my room. Seriously, should i be different? Does she prefere boys that don't give a damn about their girlfriends? That cheat on them like they mean nothing? Should i be it ?

I cry. I just feel like crying. If anyone sees me like this they are going to think that someone died. If i tell anyone what happen they will say that are others girls in the planet betters than her. But they are wrong. No one is like her. I love Clarissa not them. I need other chance with her, but this time i will not ruin it.

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