Me within you

Chapter 8

(Y/N) pov
  I take my bra off because why not. Men should know how to handle keeping their dick in their pants. I walk in the bathroom and brush my teeth. For some reason I was feeling sad the thought of me in the jacuzzi thinking all of those thing came back to me. And so many hurtful memories. I went to my bed and laid down, looking out the window. I picked up my book and read.
Waiting for Kakashi to fall asleep. I turned around as I watch him fall asleep. I get up and turn the lights off. I lay down watching the stars. Tears came down my face. Trying not to make so much noise. My heart hurts and it feels like it's in million pieces. I sniffled a little. 'I want to scream and yell so loud.' I think to myself. I feel a person cuddling me tight and tell me it's okay. "It's okay I'm right here. Tell me how you feel." Kakashi said to me. I was sobbing and I hated that I was crying.
Kakashi moved my hair out of my face. I still had my mask on, but it was all wet. I rubbed my eyes and stopped crying. I tried to get out his cuddle, but he hugged me tighter. I just stayed there and fell asleep in his arms feeling safe.

Kakashi pov
I faked my sleep wondering what would happen if i fell asleep. It's not that I didn't trust her, but because she is full of mysteries. I expected her to leave and wonder around the village, but she didn't. She curled up and stared out the window. I heard her crying. At first I thought I was imagining things. I heard soft sniffles. I decided to get up and comfort her.
As I cuddled with her and hold her tight, she began to cry a little louder. She was sobbing. I knew she was in pain. She was in so much pain that crying she just had barely solved her feelings. Maybe she could go a whole day crying if she wasn't big on her pride. 'Maybes those scars have something to do with her pain.' I thought to myself. She tried to get out my arms, but i didn't let her. I didn't want to let her go because of the pain she was in, but also because her warmth wouldn't let me go. She felt so pure and fragile.
As time went bye she fell asleep in my arms and i followed behind. We slept all morning. I felt her hold me tighter. And i let her. She ended up waking up. And her face expressions were telling me sorry. I told her "Don't apologize. I'll be here for you when you need me." She smiled and got up to make breakfast. She made some bomb food. Her cooking was so good.

(Y/N) pov
  I was holding someone tighter and i realized it was Kakashi. I felt bad for crying last night. I was going to apologize with words and actually speak to him, but before that he already spoke to me saying "Don't apologize. I'll be here for you when you need me." I then got up got ready and made breakfast for both of us. He ate before I could see his face and so did I. When i finished eating I said to him with actual words "I'm sorry about yesterday. I didn't mean to do that. I feel so weak." He stared at me so surprised.  "You can speak. WOW!  Your voice is so beautiful. And don't apologize for feeling that way. Don't ever apologize because of the way you feel." Kakashi said. I smiled and said "Thank you. And yea I speak, I don't like to speak" I said "Why?" kakashi asked " Hmm it's a long story." I replied. He then smiled and said "I would love to hear the long story of you don't mind, but after we come back."