New World

Chapter 20

Previously: "Be quiet."Kayden said they nodded in response.

"Now Cora, summon your spirit animal," Kayden said and I nodded.

I closed my eyes felt the magic inside me I heard a soft whisper and saw.................................

A dark empty space filled my vision the whispers getting louder.

"~Aislinn~, "A feminine voice said.

I don't know why but I felt like I needed to follow that voice and so I did.

"~Aislinn~"She said again.

But this time I heard footsteps and I ran after them, I chased it till I saw something I never thought I'd see.

"Mom."I voiced.

She turned to me with a big smile, her brown hair complimenting her sapphire eyes perfectly and the dirty blond dog beside her with deep green eyes that seemed familiar.

"Aislinn, look how beautiful you have become."She said cupping my face in her hands.

"Mom, why? Why did you and dad have to die?"I asked as tears streamed down my face,

"Aislinn, don't cry."She said whipping my tears.

"Why won't I cry mom? I'm the cause of you and dad's deaths, if I hadn't begged dad to take me to the movies that night or if I hadn't insulted Uncle Craig that day maybe he wouldn't have cut the brakes of the car."I said between tears.

"Aislinn, it's not your fault, never blame yourself for that."She said with a stern look.

"No; it is. If I was never born none of this would have never happened, I'm your biggest mistake, just admit it."I yelled admitting it, the deep hatred I had for myself.

The reason why I didn't want to die because if I die then I'll meet mom and dad, I couldn't face them. I just wish I had died in that accident instead of her and dad it would have been better or maybe Uncle Craig should have killed me though I wish it would be slow and painful so I would suffer like they did when they got hit by a train.

"Aislinn, you are not my biggest mistake, you are one of my greatest achievements. I love you."She said wrapping her arms around me.

I looked at her then laughed, a very bitter laugh it sounded almost psychotic.

"Achievement, how funny? I'm a monster and the people here know that. You know what? It would have been better if Uncle Craig killed me then it would be great."I laughed feeling my heart sink then I felt a sharp sting on my cheek, I looked at mom tears trickling out of my eyes.

"Honey, you aren't a monster forget what other think and also don't ever mention Craig's name to me."She said angry.

"I can't believe that piece of shit cut my brakes, fucktard; to think he was brother."She said and looked pissed so did the golden retriever behind her.

"Mom, you were adopted so you guys aren't related,"I said.

"So what he is still a fool, I swear if I ever see that idiot I'm gonna beat him up so bad his dick will fall off and make a run for it."She said while I slightly laughed at her attics, I listened to her very colorful words about Uncle Craig and some certain things that should happen to his body.

"Finally, don't ever call Uncle Craig, call him Craig the idiot or Craig Iscariot bracket open THE TRAITOR bracket closed."She said with a dramatic voice.

"Ok mom, I will call him THE IDIOT,"I said mimicking the dramatic voice.

"That's my girl."My mom said wrapping me in a hug.