AVNEIL: Love-Hate-Love Story

46. Let me help you!!

Neil's Pov- 

'Rohan, can we talk ? please...! It's me Neil!'  I sent the text message and sighed loudly. As Rohan blocked my last number ,I had to use the new one to send this message .I hope he reply's me. I just hope he does. 

Today, after ages I had such a wonderful day and its because of Avni. From morning to evening we had spent alot of time with each other .We talked and laughed. Her smile which probably I've seen after long time was damn contagious. I wanted to make her smile like this ..all the time.But deep down I knew it's impossible. May be Avni  had forgiven me about my deeds but I knew she would never able to forget about what I did with her.  
But Its okay , I will make up to her. I will do whatever to make Avni  happy. I swear! Thinking all this I slept peacefully.

Next day, I was late to the college due to my stupid bike which probably had betrayed me at last minute . I missed half of my first class  and had to sit in the back bench as not to disturb lecture. Soon first period was over , Immediately with out a second late I walked to the avni's bench .

"Hey Avni! Good morning."

I chirped with a bright smile, but Avni didn't reply me. I starred at her and realised she was lost in her own thoughts and starring at the black board blankly. I glanced at the pari even she looked dull I wondered why?.

"Hey, What happened?" I clicked my fingers in front of  her face as I sat next to her.

"Ha...Hey Neil." Avni fumbled with her words and smiled but it didn't reach to her eyes. What happened all of sudden ? Is it because of me?.

"Are you okay?You seem zoned out?" I asked lowly. Her lips pressed into a thin line before she answered me .

"Ya, I'm fine. What will happen to me?". She chuckled and tugged her baby hairs to the back of her ear.

I observed her face ,she seemed sad and upset. Her eyes weren't glowing. What happened all of sudden ? Is she okay? I wanted to ask alot of questions but I refrained myself because I knew she wouldn't answer me but whatever that's bothering her I will make sure to know it .

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College was almost about to end and Avni hadn't talked much since the first period. Something really bad happened or else she wouldn't be this much upset. Like literally, she was silent all the time . Didn't ask doubts in class and wasn't cheerful like she used to be. 

Final bell rang, I packed my bag and observed avni doing the same and was all ready to go home.She looked hurry, and I need to know what happened with her before she rushes out.

"Hey, Aren't you staying? I mean library?"  

Avni looked at me and sighed.

"I'm sorry Neil... I can't!  Have some urgent work to do so.." She trailed off .

I Went closer to her and cupped her face .She looked startled as her eyes widened. I immediately drew my hand back and realised what I did. I freaking touched her without her consent, what's happening with me?How can I touch her again without her consent.

"Sorry! " I apologised looking down.

"It's okay! " she mumbled.

I fidgeted my fingers before I questioned her my thoughts.

"Anything is bothering you Avni ? You can Tell me  What happened? You looked upset all day " . I asked softly.

Avni looked away not meeting my eyes .

" Nothing Neil. i'm fine ... it's just..." 

"Tell me Avni, let me help you!" I whispered.

She starred at me for few seconds and answered looking away. "I'm sorry Neil.. its personal , I can't tell you."