With out you~ lil mosey

3.

Esma POV
I woke up, did my morning routine and then put this on⬇️

Then my manager called
Man=manager

Man: hey Esma so you show was moved up to tonight can you make it?
Es: of course I can Make it, I'll be ther soon.
Man: okay bye Esma
Es: bye ciara

-at the show-
Me and Lathan walked into my dressing room were I find my bsf that I have not seen in 2 year cause she moved

Lei: hey gurlll
Es: heyyyyyy
Lei:  good luck on the show, um I gotta go but I'll be watching
Es: okay bye
Then she walked out so I walked over to mosey and sat on his lap and he put his arm around my waist
Mo: what's up
Es: nothin' I go on in 30
Mo: okay so get dress Bebe
Es: fine
I got up and put this on⬇️

Let's welcome the queen herself Esma!
Es: hello! everybody! are y'all ready?!
Crowd: YESSSS" yeaaaa" esmaaaa"
Es: let's get it!

I walked off stage real quick to drink water

Then walked back on stage then started rapping!

(Not the last part, just the song)
Then I did a couple more songs then I said bye and went backstage..

Mo: are you ready to go home?
Es: yeah let's go
We walked outside and there were fans
Fan 1: can I have a photo
Es: ofc
Fan 2; can I have an autograph
Es: sure
Fan3: can I have a hug?
Es: awe ofc you ca, what your name?
Fan3: Isabella
Es: well Isabella here's an autograph and do you want a photo?
Fan3: yes
We took the photos
Es: alright have a good day bye!

-at home-

Mo: what do you wanna do?
Es: I don't know
I said annoyed
Mo: do you wanna cuddle?
Es: NO MOSEY
I yelled at him
Mo: WHY THE HELL DID YOU JUST YELL AT ME BITCH?
Es: I am really stressed out rn and ur not helping lathan!
Mo: how
Es: ur just not okay!
I said with an attitude
Mo: you know what that's okay, keep ur attitude! Fuck you
He walked out and slammed the door
I started crying then someone came in
Lei: awe Esma what happen?
Es: h-he l-
I started cry more
Lei: where is mosey?
Es: he left 😭😭😭😭😭
Lei: why
Es: because I was giving him attitude and then he called me a bitch
Lei: oh no baba
Es: can you leave pls, I wanna be alone
Lei: okay I'll leave, ttyl
She hugged me and She left
I went into me and Mosey room and lied down on his side off the bed and cried...

<Esma thoughts>
I have been so stressed, with music and mosey. I can't keep both! I think I have to end things with mosey... I love him but it's too complicated...
<End of thoughts>

I got up and FaceTime mosey...

Lathan💗
Connecting.....

Mo: hi Esma
Es: I- um Lathan we gotta talk...
Mo: about what
Es: Lathan pls don't get mad..
Mo: bro just tell me
Es: w- we gotta break up
I started to feel a tears go down my eyes
Es: I am so sorry! It's not you it's me, I love you but it's so hard with my music and you and so much more

Mo: wtf
Es: look I'm sorry okay...
Mo: I love you
Es: I love you 2 but it's over💔
Mo: okay
He say and I hear his voice crack..
We hang up and I lay back down and start crying....
(Uh idk where I'm going w this story but yeah hope you like it)