To Love Again (Lesbian)

Chapter 18

Cayla's POV:

I rang my mom's door bell and she answered and motioned for me to come in. I stepped in slowly and looked around the house. 

"Hi mom..." I said and gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "Hello. Now why did you want to come over here so bad?" she asked.

I went into the family room and took a seat on the couch. "Come let me talk to you." I told her. She walked over slowly and sat on the couch facing me. 

"Mom, first things first I just want to apologize for keeping my secret away from you. I didn't mean for you to find out that I'm a lesbian like that. Especially by that asshole. I was just scared of what you were going to say and how you were going to view me." I sighed and started again. "I'm also sorry that it got to the point where you were put in the hospital because of Quantell's actions. I don't understand why he was acting like that towards me. I never called you to apologize or asked how you were because I was basically....in jail."

I looked at her and her eyes started to water. "What do you mean by that?" she asked shifting in here seat.

"Quan wouldn't let me out the house without him being next to me, he wouldn't let me have my own phone, he wouldn't even let me use his phone to call you or anyone." A tear fell down my face and I wiped it away quickly.

"Wow... Baby I hope you're away from his crazy ass now. I don't want my grandchild around him." She said and sat next to me then gave me a hug.

"We're away from him. I'm staying with Flo."

"That's good. Back to the lesbian thing now..." she said and I sighed and leaned back into the couch. "What about it?" I asked.

"When were you planning to tell me you were into women? When you were going to get married to one?" My mom asked.

I looked up at the ceiling and sighed. I didn't want my mother to feel like I wanted to keep things from her. I really didn't want that. 

"I was just scared to tell you. Like I know how religious you are and I was afraid you were going to judge me and all that." I told her truthfully.

"Well I am a religious person, but you love who you love. Why should you force yourself and feel uncomfortable if you're in a relationship with a guy? I want you to be happy and if being with a woman for the rest of your life makes you happy then so be it! Just make sure I get some more grand kids and you'll be fine..." She smiled and gave me a hug.

"I love you so much mommy. I'm sorry for everything I put you through." I told her while another tear ran down my cheek.

"I love you too baby and I understand now. Just be careful out there."

I smiled and got up to go in the kitchen for something to drink. "Mom! You have beer?" I yelled out to her. "Yes in the bottom shelf." She came in and said.

I took it out and then the doorbell rang. "Let me go get that. It's probably your aunt." She left the kitchen and opened the door to see Quan standing there.

"Good morning mom how are you doing?" Quan asked. I peeped out of the kitchen a little and saw him standing there with his hands in his pockets. "I'm doing great Quantell. Why did you come here?" my mom asked.

"I was just wondering if Cayla was here...she ran away with my baby last week..." he said trying to peep inside the house. We made eye contact and he smiled.

"I'm sorry to hear that but she isn't here..." 

"Ohh yes she is." He said then stepped around my mother, pushing her aside a little. I ran to the sink and acted like I was washing my hands. "Quantell what are you doing here?" I asked sounding bored knowing deep down I was shitting bricks.