To Love Again (Lesbian)

Chapter 26

Janae's POV:

The day has finally come and I was not as excited as I should be. I was nervous and I felt as though something might go wrong today. Maybe because yesterday I got a call from Cayla saying she wanted to know what gift to get us. 

When I heard that voicemail she left, I was sooo shocked and I just wanted to sit and cry my eyes out. 

I never wanted to hurt her like this with a invitation to a wedding after telling her how I feel and making promises to break up with Octavia for her. My intention was to be with her and only her. To rebuild the relationship we once had because I really love her with all my heart.

I mean she has made mistakes in the past but it's in the past. I just want to move on from that at this point and be all that she wants and needs.

But sadly I can't do that because I'm getting married to "the love of my life" and I can't back down or else back to jail I go.

"You look pale bro what's wrong?" Kris asked me while fixing my bow tie. "Nothing just a little nervous. Kinda have this strange feeling that Cayla is going to come and ruin this day for me." I admitted.

Kris took a seat next to me and sighed. "Why the hell did you invite her then?" 

"I didn't. Tavia did and when I tried to tell her that she didn't need to be there, she told me to shut up and that Cayla needs to see what real love is."

"You mean real obsession..." Kris mumbled. I rolled my eyes and got up. "She's not obsessed with me Kristen!" 

"Don't f*cking call me that Nae! And that girl is obsessed with you! You're just too blinded by that booty to see that." She smirked.

I pushed her out the room because I was starting to get upset and I was already not feeling like my best. Her comments made me really think and I didn't want to do that right now or else i'll do something really stupid.

There was a knock at my door and I felt a wave of heat rush over my body. I went over to open it and Cayla was standing there in a beautiful long white dress that stopped right under her knees. "Congratulations Janae." She smiled and said but I could clearly see the hurt in her eyes.

"Thank you...come in." I motioned for her to enter and she did. She started looking around the room and when I glanced at her in the mirror she had a frown on her face. 

"You okay?" I asked walking up to her slowly. 

"Yeah. Just really shocked that you're getting married today to a girl that's not me." She smiled. I looked at the ground and sighed. "I'm so sorry Cayla honestly I am..but I love this girl. I'm sorry for-" 

She put a finger on my lips and then removed it. "No more apologizing. What happened, happened and it's time for you to move on." She said and kissed my cheek. "I wish you the best of luck today Nae and I hope you really think things through before getting yourself caught up in some mess." She smiled and walked out the room.

I stood there feeling so heartbroken and empty and I really started to ask myself if I'm making the right decision.

"Maybe it's the nerves...this happens all the time before two people get married. Maybe Tavia is feeling the same way..."I told my self then looked in the mirror to fix my hair and re-apply my lipstick.

There was another knock at the door and this time it was my mother. "It's time!" She yelled and I felt like I was going to faint. I started sweating so I took a sip of my water and left the room to join my mother at the double doors to go outside.

I always dreamed of having a beautiful wedding on a beach and I got just that but for some reason, I don't feel right.

The doors opened and my mother and I walked out slowly with her arm in mine. "Are you sure about this babygirl? You could turn back anytime before you say "I do" Nae..." She told me and stopped at the end of the alter.